bad... sad....

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exam over and i had a prob... sadly... on monday, the last day of my paper, i tot of going to east coast to release stress and i went wif pheiyani and jokhie onli.. fery called and said she's bored and she happen to tell mii tat edwin, sheryl and say haow going east coast to cycle... so, i tot of joinin them and cycle together... they did come to us... but they cycle first and didnt wait for us.. and end up mii, pheiyani, jokhie and say haow... they cycle to mac to eat, guess they must be very hungry... sadly, we didnt get to meet them anymore... den we cycle really far.. suddenly, dunno y, we decided to call them... and we heard tat edwin got injured... and the say if we could help them buy water as we were told tat he got heat stroke.. den we buy for him and mistaken where there r i guess.. therefore, we from pit 58 travel to pit 1 in a rush... we end up hurting ourselves... and wen we reach pit 1, we gave them a call and ask them where they r and we were told tat they r at bedok jetty... we were mad coz we were near there at the very first place.. and became unhappy... den we return our bike and wait for them to return their bike back too.. den we end up seeing sheryl and kenny only.. guess edwin went back liao... after meeting them, we did nothing other than walk off seperate ways.. my mistake was i get mad at them... den on tuesday, mii, pheiyani and say haow meet up and tok bout the situation... den come today, school day... we met them a couple of times and they didnt say anything to us except kenny... kenny did tok to mii... bu the sad thing is, hte others didnt... and we reall y tot tat they also unhappy wif us... i hate fighting wif my own good frens... and these lead to tears... i dun want to cry after exam ... but i did also... i dunno y... my heart got hurt wen it comes to this... i cry since monday and really got hurt since monday.. but i hold back everything and end up crying badly today... i spent 2 hrs thinkin of wat i did wrong... i feel really remorseful... bu the thing is, does everythin tat happen is cause by mii??? am i the wrong 1??? if i am, i really sorrie.. i dunno... i juz want to be happie always although i noe i cant... if it is my fault, im really really very sorrie... but i still dunno, wat wrong did i do...

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