24 May Cum 25 May

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hmmm... last nite i was busy preparing my SAS case study coz i tot it was a grp work and denver told mii it's individual work... den today, i'll be LOA for the last 2 period... so y i bother doing it wen i'll not be around?! haha... but neverm ind... since i had started it, i tot i might as well finish it once and for all.. so tat's wat i did... i went to continue doing it but in the end, i stop at the 3rd exhibit coz it was damn late liao and i was like falling asleep on the com liao... haha... so the main reason of writin this is to explain y i didnt update anything yesterday.. haha...

so yesterday, had BPM & ISFUN..
BPM was okie.. haha... but it was a little rushing coz Mr Toh and Ms Yap came down to our class to tok to us.. haha...

ISFUN was okie... learn quite alot yesterday... learn EXCEL... haha... and do the ISFUN grping... no comments on tat... haha...

den today! im currently blogging from skool... had APEL1 earlier.. we finished in 45 mins... den tok bout CCN day again.. den eat... we eat at ITAS and met Madura and LiYing... after we eat and tok, we went to the bookshop to buy sweets... haha.. i juz love eating these small stuff.. haha... since we had like more than one hour to slack, we all slack at lab...

hmmm... later had one hr of SAS tut den proceed to esplanade liao... haha... sad lei... my bro engagement... i wanted to attend... but i think i will feel damn awkward.. hmmm... my cousins were all like blaming my mum coz she dun wan to handle it.. but in actually fact rite, my 2nd bro is the stubborn one... u see la.. my 1st bro is getting married in less than 2 months time... and he wanted to get engage.. i had clearly told him to get engaged after the weeding... even my mum agree wif mii.. but he STUBBORN and still wanna proceed... and he decided to rpoceed without my parents consent and handle it on his own... so my aunt decided to help him out... im not totally against the engagement but i believe patience is the most important thing now.. y cant he wait a lil longer... let my 1st brother get married first den proceed wif his engagement? some more! we didnt noe her... i've never ever met her once till like 2 weeks ago... the same goes for my mum and other bro.. my dad, worst la.. no need to tok bout it... i dun even noe if he noe my 1st bro fiancee... haha...

however, im looking forward for my first bro wedding... haha.. it's like the 1st wedding for my family... haha.. had always been involved in my cousins wedding... and finally, it's my house... haha... im like the main person there! haha...

haiz... sad sad... im like trying to be happie always! haha! i guess im juz an extrovert person.. always hyper and enthu... haha.. but not everytime.. i had my sad moments too.. and im trying my best to conceal it... haha

tat's all for today... i dunno if im gonna blog for the next 3 days... but yeah... im beback soon!

23 may

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hmmm... i was late for BPM... i wass too tired i guess... haha! den, we play this stcok game and i was the BANKER... easy job... it was FUN... the FUNNY and SCARY part was, wen he was explaining to my group bout the games, he was bending down DAMN CLOSE TO MII... scares mii! damn close.. tat i dun even dare to turn and face him! haha...

den, i went to see some lecturers before gg for LUNCH... i didnt eat today coz i wasnt in the mood... den wen to BBFin lecture... the new lecturer is like very annoying.. i was seriously trying my best to listen to her... BUT... haha... in the end, i decided to disturb Jasmine and Huanyi... i LOVE sitting beside HUANYI! she's cool! haha...

after BBFin, mii and my team wen to meet to do the SAS interview... as i was involved in the INT Graduation Day, i couldnt contribute much to the team... i felt real terrible.. i also feel terrible wen nicholas was like didnt tok much to mi.. andi felt tat ivan is more apprachable than nicholas... he was like, always with that look... it was really so difficult at times... i dunno if i could hold on any longer.. this is like the beginning and i felt almost half dead... haiz... this froday, i need leave early from SAS and i FELT damn bad tat i could not like help my team... haiz... i really had wished tat i didnt accept tat offer... exams is like coming, and i start to be busy again.. OMG!

Graduation Day... it was cool... i get to noe this FBI year 2 guy called Ken and this cool lecturer called Ms Cheery Thian.. everything was so FORMAL... haha... some COCK up... and yeah.. i almost cried wen i heard Zi Rong story... and was tearing wen i saw his mum... lemme says his story here...

ZiRong did bad for his O level and he came to TP INT wif 26 points.. and this is the course tat was offered by TP and he wasnt tat happy but glad tat he at least had a course... since then, his main goal in life is to graduate from TP wif Merit... other than tat, he has to work part time to support himself... thru his determination and goals, he not only graduate but he was the TOP scorer in his COURSe wif Gold Medalist... dun u feel tat he had went thru alot... wat move mii to tears was tat his mum came... his mum seems old and had difficulty in walking and seems to be a Chinese speaker.. the type who dun speak eng at all... i'm really proud of him... although i dunno him.. at tat moment, i wish to like congratulate him, wish him the best and many more... i mean... his life story terribly move mii... i've never felt like crying wen hearing this kind of story... but his, is seriously, ORIGINAL... and Ms Theresa Lim is PRETTY! haha... she's the director of IBM? haha... OMG... she's really Fashionable and she speaks very WELL...

den i went to SAMBA percussion... coz of pheiyani.. haha.. i went there wif my formal clothes and they kept thinking tat i had presentation on tat day... i mean seriously, im in IT skool.. hmmm... ppl ususally think there arent much presentation to present... but sadly to say, my course is FINANCIAL BUSINESS INFORMATICS! it's business related... this we wear formal quite often... haha...

wherever i tell ppl tat im in FINANCIAL BUSINESS INFORMATICS, ppl simply ignores the last word and presume tat im in Business course... which is totally wrong la... and of course, i do wish tat this course is in Business School... some more, i heard tat the Junior went thru alot last year... and im like the second batch in this course..

22 May

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oh... today is juz another day wif interesting things happening? haha

SAS - i wear DAMN formal today.. i feel okie... but hmmm... so sorry... i didnt really prepare much for today's interview... and then... my group laugh alot.. i dunno y... mayb it is CHINCHAI or mayb it is juz NICHOLAS who love to laugh... haha! it's like... wherever chinchai makes some noise or reaction, nicholas would love... and bcoz HE laugh, everybody else also laugh... den wen our group isdamn quiet... we would like smile at each other... and chinchai says our group is cheerful.. haha! wen we r like trying to pass msg, we try NOT to make any noise... so we do SIGN language... and chinchai commented bout tat too... haha! it is juz TOO funny! haha... den.. we r supposed to have PRSP 2nd lecture at 3pm... den my group ends at 3pm on the dot but there's still another group... so we waited for them.. and we leave the class at 3.30pm and i was like scared to enter PRSP lecture... coz we are like 30mins late.. HOWEVER, we still went to the lecture room.. the moment WeiChoy opens the door, everyone started to leave... LESSON HAS ENDED! haha... we were like so HAPPY! but, some felt tat we shud like inform her tat we didnt go... but they we like hesitated to approach tat lecturer and suggested tat the CLASS REP shud go... haha... Jolene was like hesitating too.. so i immediately ran down and approach her... LUCKILY, she didnt get angry and do some advicing to us... i felt proud of the class for being honest...

Knowing tat i got rehearsal at Raffles City Atrium today, without wasting time, i head straight home to change coz i was wearing formal... den i slack on com for 30 mins... and rush to Raffles... okie.. i got lost... i HAD NO IDEA where the atrium is and i went around there 3 times juz to realise later on tat i turn around the atrium 3 times! haha... den meet Richard Tan at swarzoski[dunno the spelling] and went into Swissotel.. had lots of fun in the rehearsal room...

den! EAT! haha.. OMG! i've never ever had SUCH A FORMAL dinner before... it was interesting... FILLING! and cool! the food r in BUFFET style.. and the chef is one of our actor... den had this chit chat.. got this lady, she's the marketing manager of Estee Lauder... haha... had a nice chat wif her... she has this very strict and serious looks... but wen she tell jokes! woohoo! she's the best... and had this lady who had this ENGLISH accent... haha... she's nice and sweet too la... and of course there's Peggy, awesome and sweet lady... she's very nice to mii and the GOLDEN GIRLZ! the 2 lady whom i met years back... and i still love their voices wen they sing! haha... they were trained by BABES CONDE[the vocal trainer for SINGAPORE IDOL] since 6 years ago... and i think i can see tat BABES is good! haha... NOW! the interesting part, FOOD! haha... the main course is quite normal la... i wanna tok bout desserts! DURIANS! woot woot! nice nice.. they had this bubur Durian and COLD durian.. i LOVE the cold durian coz it tastes JUZ like the BEST durian freshly open! there's the bitter and sweet taste! haha... they had the chocolate fountain... so i had strawberries and mashmellows dipped onto the chocolate fountain... the choc is nice! haha... den ice cream! WOOLALA! my fav, COOKIES AND CREAM! haha.. i love the orea cheesecake, my all time fav! haha... there's others too but i didnt eat it.. u noe, the main course is already KILLING! haha... NOT FORGETTING the SUSHI! the salmon was like TENDER, JUICY & CHEWY! haha... nice nice.. and the wasabe was WOOT! killer! haha... now im damn bloated... i think i can not eat for 2 days... lol... after all these, had HOT TEA! haha.. i think im like destroying my throats! haha! i had PEPPERMINT tea... although i wanted CAMMOMILE tea but... hehe... it's okie la... and i was shock wen they serve tea WITHOUT SUGAR... one second later, i saw 2 tiny bottle... it was HONEY.. and the HONEY has 3 COLORS! haha... and there's no difference la... it's the same honey.. and yeah... i think Peppermint tea taste better without any sugar or honey... haha... & Rita is like SO SWEET and nice to offer mii home.. haha.. it was quite late already and she OFFERS! haha... i LOVE HER! she's really nice to mii... LOVE HER LOTS!

hmmm... so, i think im like gonna put funny quotes, quotes and words of the day again! haha... i hope u peeps like to read them lor.. haha

Quotes of the Day
Niccolo Machiavelli - "Whosoever desires constant success must change his conduct with the times."

James Brown - "You only live once."

Funny Quotes of the Day
Alanis Morissette - "We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect."

Tommy Bolin - "The best money I made was panhandling."

Words of the Day
vitiate: to make faulty or imperfect

furtive: obtained or characterized by stealth; sly; secret; stealthy

21 May

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CMSK - oh well... this wasnt as good as i expected.. coz... we all like didnt memorise our lines and we r the only grp tat read from our script PLUS we r supposed to be the first group and yet we r the last to perform PLUS we had lots of Technical difficulty... so pissed but yeah... things r okie as im PROUD of my EFFORT... haha... at least i noe tat i did my part in my group...

BBFin - the teacher wasnt as bad as i tot... she's nice... juz a lil naggy... haha... and for the FIRST TIME, i saw HUANYI craziness... haha... i didnt noe she loves korean and we like share the SAME INTEREST... i and her psycho KaiXin to listen to H.O.T song [CANDY] and she love it lots... C183 KOREAN GROUP UNITED! tat would be mii, Huanyi, KaiXin and Jasmine... haha... and we all 4 loves DBSK! haha...

PRSP - im so glad! i did all the LAB... and for the first time, i actually concentrate in tat lesson and ask LOTS of questions.. haha... woohoo!

SAS - i slept all the way.. haha... i was having BAD CRAMP... haha... so i slept...

after skool... went to meet Pheiyani.. help her in her CMSK.. haha... but her idea 'SORT OF' fail... coz... she got the first thing wrong... she USE styrofoam... haha... so it was no so nice... BUT! her idea is great... and i thnk she shud pursue the idea... haha...

TMR! got SAS interview again.. i tot of wearing my NEW white blouse but i need to wear the blouse on WED graduation nite.. haha.. im not graduating but im juz the usher of COUrSE MEDALIST... haha.. so i had to choose between old and new clothes.. got this fav shirt of mine la.. but the arm part seems to be tight! haha... the new one is blazer and i tot of saving it for better occasion! haha! so HOW?! lol... i dunno... tmr den decide! haha...

tat's all for today! haha... i'll try to update my blog more often.. i tot it would be good... and the feelin of ppl reading my blog is kind of cool... haha..

haiz...

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had a bad week... i seriously... at a point of time, i felt like leaving watever im doing, dun care bout other ppl, dun care bout anything and quit skool... it was so stressful tat i cried alot of times tat day... it was thursday... i cry wherever i tot of it... it started from English Supplementary class... den i started crying badly in BPM... i think wei choy saw mii crying.. coz i ask tissue from him... den as time goes... wherever i tot of it, i cry... wen going home, while my classmates r toking, i cry... den in my i cry non stop... it's a crying day...

it is so sad tat wen ppl speak u dun understand... pheiyani commented tat i'm emotionally weak... she says tat, i look very tough and strong on the outside... but actually, i got hurt very easily... i tried my best not to cry in front of my frens... but i realise tat, even wen i cry, they dun realise it...

mayb it's a habit tat wherever i dun understand things, i tend to cry... and tat was like pri 2, where i couldnt see the blackboard coz i started to loss my vision, and i cry badly... now, my problem is language barrier... it's like i DUN BLAME my class for speaking chinese time to time.. but i cant blame myself for not understanding them... it's like... wat can i do? and wat can they do? they cant help it either... all i can do is blame myself lor... for ending up in the class... for the first time in my entire life, i felt like quiting skool... i really LOVE my class but i cant help it... i feel alienated... and i felt tat i shud keep quiet from now on... will i end up being someone else?

CCN day... for goodness sake, i dunno how the hell the money can go missing... and the tot of using my money to cover it, it's like being sentenced wen u r innocent... and im in a position where i cant blame anyone... except myself... and im answering for it... all my life, i'll never ever ever do CCN day[as a leader]...

like now... as im writing this, tears start flowing... and i HATE it... i dun wan to be viewed as WEAK... but i guess this gal factor in mii is still alot.. i really hope GOD can calm mii down now... please...