29 dec

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soooo many things had happen past few days.. hahas..

i cant remember much.. but juz gonna highlights important dates.. hahas..

after my OTC camp.. i had been busy going back and fro to studio.. lots of things to settle due to Baba 'H'andBells show.. since iim the Stage Manager.. for example.. damien had been calling mii back to pack things up.. create my mic plan.. and things to bring plan.. den my christmas.. tat doesnt seems like christmas.. hahas. i spend the whole day in studio.. packing things.. at first by myself.. den jokhie and phei was forced to help out.. hahas. really grateful to them.. coz im scared to be in studio alone.. hahas.

26 dec.. the show itself.. i slept super late la.. and only had like few hours of sleep.. den was rushing to Arts House aka the Old Parliament House.. this year, our concert is there.. hmmm.. okok la.. the place is cool.. the price is cool too.. hahas. i was busy the whole day.. and only manage to eat at 4pm.. BUT! wen i went to take my food.. i realise tat ppl HAD EATEN my food.. i got pissed.. coz i really wanted to eat my Fillet O Fish.. haiz.. so i juz went out of the backstage and sit in the toilet.. for like 5 mins.. den go and have fresh air.. come back... do my wiring work again.. tat seems to be so messy! den damien ask mii whether i had taken my lunch.. the time is like so late how to take.. den say haow told him tat i hd not eaten.. he was aasking mii y.. and den he told mii to go and eat.. i juz make the excuse tat i had no mood to eat lor.. den he say.. "Yep! u r right.. wen u r doing work, u wudnt have the mood or appetite to eat" truthfully.. i was god damn HUNGRY! but i was juz to pissed tat i dun care how hungry i was.. coz the day before i had McSpicy Meal and tat's all!

so continue do work.. den MIC-ing again.. while being super busy, i was seriously like mechanic la.. i was lying down doing my wire.. den simon approach mii.. he ask mii to eat.. i told him later.. den he was like.. u will get injured in empty stomach... den i told him my fav sentence.. "law of inertia.. once u start, u cant stop!" hahas.. so i continue doing my work.. den he continue asking mii.. till the point where he asked mii, "Mee Goreng or Chicken Rice?" i answered chicken rice.. less than 5 mins later.. he came wif my food.. hahas.. den no choice, faster finish up my marking and go eat..

how's the show.. the perf was okie.. BUT! i had a tough time! the sound system is not there.. ppl cant hear a thing.. i was like.. HEY! im on my max! the higher i go, feedback! or crack on the speaker... and i wasted alot of time! TX to the spoiled 24 channel mixer! really.. the fault doesnt lies on mii.. DI box.. i brought the DI box on my own accord.. no1 instruct mii to do so.. arent u suppose to be thankful instead or angry wif mi for not bringing enuf.. OMG! at tat point of time.. my regrets is there.. everyone was asking mii, y i didnt play.. instead im stuck at the mixer.. it's not tat i dun like.. haiz.. how shud i say.. im nt gd enuf man.. to be handling this alone.. haiz.. forget it.. Overall, i was happie.. coz i had ppl like jokhie, cheemeng, say haow, biingyih, simin, chuanrui to make my day.. we had lots of laughter together.. and tat's unforgettable.. definitely.. den i wen out.. go home in the morning.. hahas.. i went to CR house.. plan to stay there ovrnight.. but better not la.. den moment i went to take a cab, my bf called and ask where i was.. den we end up walking late at night.. till morning.. den reach home at 7am.. sleep.. woke up at 12 which is late la.. den go to skool to do PBL 2.. hahas..

den i continue rotting at home.. sleep all the time.. hahas.. im restoring my energy.. my phone had been in silent mode for 3 days now.. i tend to either dun reply sms or reply late.. had lots of missed call also.. most from my bf.. i think he was wondering how come i didnt reply his calls and smses.. hahas.. he called my house but no use la.. i pulled the wire line out.. it's been some time since i actually shut myself down.. my msn may be on but im not there.. im seriously rotting myself.. hahas.. but yeah.. weekend is not the time to rot! coz im finishing my report.. everything.. tat i didnt do.. including PBL 1! im seriously behind time! the funny thing is tat.. wherever my mum called my phone, i wil definitely realise it.. hahas.. dunno y la.. TIME FLIES! she's coming back in 2 weeks.. luckily it falls on the weekend.. hahas..

one concert down. i tot it's over.. i juz an email tat says SingBells Fest 08.. wah.. more coming in i think.. since we had invested in HandBells.. he being promoting it alot.. i feel like playign handbells too! hahas.. but again.. in the proposal.. Im the STAGE MANAGER! can i be the musician instead.. coz.. during the show.. i was thinking, if im a musician, if im there playing, my worriesis tat will i play a good show.. but wen im the stage manager, ui had too many worries the whole day.. afterall.. since i've experienced both side.. both had it's pros and cons.. den again, i ask myself, y do i even learn music at the first place.. im not gd at it.. i realise it recently wen i play the drumset after so long.. my rhythm arent there any longer.. i guess... percussion is the only thing left for mii.. haiz..

tat's it for now.. i need to go cook! mum! faster come back.. im sick of worrying for the household.. makes mii dun wan to get married. haiz!

20 dec

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heys! today is Hari Ray Haji! yeah.. my mum called this morning and ask... in Singapore Hari Raya already arh? hahas! i guess she had lost track of time.. hahas..

nothing special about this year raya.. my mum not around so no cooking! y i didnt cook? coz i just came back from CAMP! hahas! im so excited to share things from my camp!

Orientation Training Camp 07/08!
the theme of the camp is movies! and my group name is Komez which means Comedy!
other groups are Phantos(fantasies), Venos(Romance), Fyrtho(Horror) and Accion(action) if im not wrong la.. hahas.. this camp is the most unforgetable camp coz THIS IS THE FIRST TIME my GRP got 2nd! hahas! KOKOKO-M-KOKO-MEZ! woohoo! im super happie.. and the scary thing is.. there's 6 FBIs in the camp.. mii, jolene, alex, ernie, shawn and zhihao... i think ar.. and all of us r in each grp except for Phantos.. and Phantos got 1st.. izit the suay of FBI.. i dunno.. u can think bout it.. hahas... zhihao, shawn and alex in fyrtho, jolene in venos and ernie in accion.. hahas..

there's 50 over ppl there.. and so sorrie.. i couldnt remember all the names.. actually, i didnt make the effort to do so also.. y? i dunno.. i juz cant remember.. hahas.. this time, most are experienced GLs.. im considered freshies there.. hahas.. got ppl like bumblebee, selina, jiayu, xiang, rachel, lynette, denise, nigel, justin, sean, eugene, ronald(bestGL), shah, show, ella and trust mii many more! hahas.. the one tat i said r those tat close to mii.. hehes! and of course some others.. wat are we? *CAULI* cai.. i dunno how to spell but it supposed to be a white veg.. OOOOOOOoooo! caulicai! caulicai! OOOOO00000! hahas! our FAs are... woohoo.. best FAs i ever had.. Tat Yi and Farhan.. hmm.. i knew them since FO and seriously, they dun look frenly at all.. especially TAT YI! hahas.. he said it himself tat he looks scary but he's very friendly! hahas! yup! tatyi is nice! FARHAN! woohoo! he's super cool la.. he's super duper nice and funny! hahas.. he drank our sweat! hahas! i drank other's sweat too.. it sux but i dun regret it! hahas!!

hmmm.. day 1.. we had ice breaking even before we were asked to do so.. we had frenship games and lots of games too.. den eat den station games! wet weather games tat turn out to be the TP places la.. hahas.. we were very bad.. haiz.. we dun like to cheer so much.. we arent united at all.. and we had a long scolding from our FAs.. BUT!

day 2!
WE WERE SUPER DUPER HIGH! we cheer and cheer non stop.. we shout and shout non stop.. and the FAs loves us NON STOP! hahas! we took their scoldings CONSTRUCTIVELY! and we changed immediately the next day.. we sleep quite late also.. hahas.. we had the not-so scary nightwalk.. mayb, it's my scene tat wasnt scary! hahas! and it was SHAWN's b'day! hahas.. Shawn Ng.. i didnt noe he was the programmer for this year OTC.. hahas.. worst still! i didnt expect him to be there at all la.. and it's definitely a pleasant surprise.. the sad thingwas tat.. early tat morning, i saw SHAWN, i wanted to say happie birthday.. i manage to say HI only... coz my other ZILRA mates tat im not so close wif suddenly JUMP from behind and i was left alone.. the feeling was so sad.. but thx god.. i manage to meet him in one of the station games and my bday present to him is tat, my whole team sang HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to him.. i hope he like it.. he was shock i guess.. coz first, he didnt noe i knew and secondly, he didnt expect the whole komez to sing happie birthday to him! of course we dun play games all day.. we did the school songs too! hahas.. we had to memorize the school song.. hahas.. and also remember the TP song Sign Language.. FINALLY! i've mastered all! hahas.. woohoo! Nightwalk.. i got the IT skool.. hahas.. imagine.. so scary eh! hahas.. but the scene was okok la.. it was SHAWN ng.. AGAIN! hahas.. and him alone! hahas.. we had lots of ghost stories.. and this ghost stories make mii scared.. the most is the FARID's story.. now i know 2 TP place tat's scary.. the track and squash court.. some other stories is quite interesting also.. we had a long series of ghost stories tat was really interesting to the point tat i neglect my duty to do solve the murder case.. i didnt expect the story to be TAT complicated.. coz the first vid, the main was TOM! but in the end vid, which is the answer of who is the murderer, the MAIN is SHAWN! hahas.. and i saw lizhen act as the news broadcaster.. hahas.. den we had a late night debrief.. a debrief tat ends at 1am like tat.. i was sleepign halfway.. sorrie..i didnt mean to sleep but i was freaking tired tat day...i ran alot... ran in the rain and many more. haha.. lols..

day 3.. we had station games.. err.. carnival games.. hahas.. this is wen Farhan drank our sweat.. i drank first.. den some too.. den farhan drank the rest.. hahas.. den first time i jump into the skool fountain.. it's super dirty! opps.. got lots of slimy things.. and i step on painful things too.. but i didnt get hurt.. i was surprised tat non of the peeps in my grp got painted.. oh.. u get painted if u drop the cup and need to roll on the dirty stuff if the cup go below certain point.. the fountain is wen u enter the expected zone la.. which i did.. and practically swam the who fountain.. hahas.. den being all wet at every station, we went back and do HUNTgry.. hmm.. okok la.. i didnt get stress like i did last time.. i wasnt the leader.. i was the time keeper and i lead the IIT skool stuff.. hahas.. slap myself for not being able to name the skools in IIT.. hahas.. thx mingshen! hahas.. den dun have FINAL CLASH! hahas! so we had longer huntgry and finish earlier.. hahas.. i was holding my tears wen we had the final debrief.. wen i see farhan.. he was holding his tears and i was oh no oh no.. dun dun! BAD Farhan.. i didnt go for the dinner at CPF building coz today is Hari Raya.. i had my duty as the only female at home! hahas! lots of things to do and clear.. hahas..

the moment i reach home.. i eat.. hahas.. i eat alot.. my bro ask.. WAH! HOW MANY DAYS U DIDNT EAT?! i said, 3 DAYS! den i went to clear the house and wash up.. after tat i went to SLEEP! my bro wake mii up to ask for PSP.. den he saw mii sleeping liao.. he ask again! U KNOCK OUT ALREADY? HOW MANY DAYS U DIDNT SLEEP?! i said 2DAYS! hahas.. U GO TO CAMP TO TORN AND DIET ARH?! said my bro... hahas.. i cant be bothered and sleep again.. lols.. and irritatingly, he woke mii up early in the morning for breakfast.. hahas! purposely.. he doesnt do tt la often la.. usually, he make for mii or i make for him.. but it's suppose to be him to make today coz he work morning shift.. my OLD but cute bro.. hahas..

here some photos from the camp tat i secretly took!
act pirate.. hahas..

cross pose.. eugene act cute there!

mii and farhan.. hahas.. he rox!

no chance to take wif tat yi.. but he rox too.. he give lots of good quotes tat i LIKE! an example is:
dun strike wen the iron is HOT but strike until it gets HOT!

tat's all for now!

16 dec

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another sunday comes! hahas...

it was term test week.. hahas.. let's go thru each paper...
OOPG - okie la.. i have to say i didnt study... i wanted to study.. frankly... but den, tat day, i went to sim lim to buy memory card for my PSP... den put lots of new games inside tat i got caught in the game.. i started to study lecture 2 at 11+pm, on my bed... den i fall asleep... juz to realise tat i woke up at 6am! so u can imagine how rushing i was.. hahas.. so if i flung tat paper, it's my fault...
CORE!!! - hahas.. sorrie ms jo.. i had disappoint u.. i study.. this time i really study.. but my mind went blank... this is the second time in my life tat i went blank.. i still remember the first time i went blank was during sec 4 wen i flung my A maths paper, badly! i remembered i score below 20.. hahas... so CORE will be a repeat history... i think i will score below 10.. and yes, i noe, some ppl saw mii write ALOT.. but trust mii, im juz bull-shitting and repeating.. so now im preparing myself for the worst.. im super disappointed also.. coz alot i dun understand the question.. haiz.. if only my eng is good.. haiz haiz haiz haiz.. but i dun hate core.. at least... not yet... hahas...
QUAN - ARGH! mii being super confident! i deserve it.. THE VENN DIAGRAM! hahas.. i was super confident tat i wun make any mistake.. WAH! at last, i think i lost quite alot.. at least, alot of QUAN.. it's suppose to be an easy paper! AARG! and the last question.. i forgot to square root it.. walau! i hate myself! hahas! but QUAN i definitely didnt study.. i did.. i studied normal distribution.. which is not tested..wasted!
DBIS - one of the subj tat i really study other than core.. i can answer la.. juz tat im not good at reasoning.. i think i wun do badly for dbis.. but i made lots silly mistake at the last question.. haiz...

after last paper, im supposed to meet ernest in skool.. but yeah.. something happen.. den i waited for jasmine lim who came out super late! hahas.. hardworking gal.. den went to SUSHI shop.. and bought a unagi bento.. hahas.. 5.20 bucks.. shud be reasonable.. and it's nice! of course got unagi(grilled eel) den got some veg.. the uncle so nice as he gave mii seasoned jelly fish and minced baby octupus in my bento.. after, thumbs up! hahas.. i love the unagi big time! hahas!
den i was thinking of going to studio on tat nite.. but got call from my auntie tat some neighbour passsed away.. it was my fren's grandma.. i still remember tat grandma.. she suffered from amnesia.. and yeah.. they cant sit tight at home.. so the ahma loves to walk at the playground there.. and she always forget how to go back to her home.. the amazing thing is, she always come to my house! haha.. wherever she got lost, she come to my house and ask mii to sent her back... and tat is the case tat im at home la.. if not, my bro would... hahas.. and tat was years ago.. she den was bedridden for quite some time.. her children got tell my mum bout her condition(indicating tat she may passsed away anytime) but she survived long enuf.. to this point.. so yeah.. i decided to give their house a visit.. replacing my mum.. hahas... yeah.. wear tudung again.. and discover new way of wearing it.. haha! end up, i didnt go to studio.. and i got 10 bucks from my bro for tat! hahas!

sat, i didnt do much but sit at home and watch drama.. i was watching a korean drama call i am sam(i am your teacher).. cool and interesting story! although the main male character doesnt look tat good, but it's a definitely a funny show to watch.. T.O.P was so cool in the show! he's from boy bang called Big Bang.. hahas.. he looks cool wif his short hair.. now he looks like kang in! hahas...

sun.. went to studio.. finally.. hahas.. SM become paper cutter and photocopy gal! hahas.. i was in te office most of the time.. coz i didnt get the chance to play.. hahas.. i was told to photocopy 15 sets of my concert brochure.. den i need to cut it into 2... it was okie la.. im the only one who is doing the cutting and it was so sian.. hahas.. den, i helped biingyih print his chord notes.. which was so INVISIBLE.. hahas.. cant see the printing.. so i need to re-print.. i wasted 5 mins or so looking for the contrast button! hahas.. den help damien wrote the song sequence big big.. i mislook the sequence and printed 7 copies.. i wasted tat 7 copies! and of course the ink.. i volunteered to use marker to cover the mistake.. but i think damien got pissed and told mii to rewrite and reprint.. i feel so bad now.. den went to settle my SM stuff.. FINALLY.. and head back home... otw to the bus stop.. jokhie pangsey his sis, mii and CR! basket jokhie! biingyih is diff coz he took 62.. hahas.. so long never meet biing.. last tim eused to disturb him alot! hahas.. now, wen i see him after a long time, so awkward to tok.. like juz now, we were walking in pairs to bus stop except for pheiyani.. which means, mii and biing, jokhie wif CR and pheiyani behind.. den while walking, the other 3 walk like old man and woman.. den mii and biing was on the same speed.. so we awkwardly walk side by side.. I WAS TRYING to create a conversation wif him.. which end up like.."oh.. so u're in Temasek JC... in TJC band? izit cool? how's skool? fun?" lame rite! to change to awkwardness, i turn back and ask the guys to hurry up.. hahas.. MET the rapsody choir today.. was super surprise to see young ones there.. THERE, i was introduced to them.. to some, again.. hahas.. some ladies there recognise mii as percussionist.. damien always introduced mii in a nice way.. hahas.. like juz now.. he said "let mii introduce u guys to the ppl here.. the lady sitting there, some of u may have recognise her(den some lady says YA YA!), her name is Hariyani. U may call her Hari. H-A-R-I it is.. not hurry.. hahaha!(damien laughter) she's the stage manager for this show.. actually, she's a percussionist.. in 2Four percussion and also Anak Baba Band.. she had perform wif the Main Wayang Company a couple of time.. but for this show, she's choosen to be the stage manager to widen her length..(alvin came in - "to widen her knowledge la! not her length! if er length, she becomes bigger u know!" ALL LAUGH!) (den this lady, the estee lauder lady.. hahas.. she say "smart gal! so smart!") hahaha!" i was over the moon of course.. dunno how to react and juz say, thx and smile to her.. hahas.. den teach jokhie to play rebana.. hahas.. so FUN! jokhie juz kept forgeting the beat.. hahas.. den nth much! hahas..

okok.. i wrote alot.. im packing my bag tmr for my Orientation Training Camp! hahas.. see u again!

9 dec

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didnt update much after my bday.. hahas.. been busy.. every night, for sure got ppl come to my house.. coz my mum going to haj on fri.. okie.. skip the details...

thursday, Quan lab test.. i was deaad worried coz i didnt study.. but i think i did okie for it.. den.. went back home coz got no CORE.. so i went to Singhealth polyclinic there to settle the CIP thingy.. thank god.. it was fine.. den went home and rush on my jap report...

friday.. went to skool early in the morning for JAP presentation.. and damn! i wasted 20 mins at the library printing shop! i hate it... waited for 10 juz queuing coz got some uncivilised ppl practically block another com and use the other.. both com cant use but dunno to say.. i went to try my lluck and the com juz lag on mii.. i tried and tried until i gave up.. den quickly went to queue for IT skool one.. after i print, i met BENNY juz to find out tat the com got virus.. i dunno whether my com got infected anot.. i scared to check... hahas.. den went for the JAP presentation.. haiz.. 3minutes is juz not enuf.. so i did not make a ny script for the presentation and juz impromptu the speech.. haiz.. den... went off home.. juz to see johann waited for mii at the bus stop.. it was random.. hahas.. but yeah.. he sent mii home... got lots of things to tok about.. hahas...

den reach.. i see the time, i left likke less than 30 mins to get ready and go airport.. my sis in law boought mii a black shirt while hers is white.. we wore the same clothes and went to airport juz to noe tat flight was delay for 2 hours.. and den, after waiting for nearly 1 hrs, we realise tat flight delay again.. and now, the flight was delay to 0045! hahas! so i wasted long 8 hours there.. ate BK triple whopper which is super big.. i ate half only and felt full liao.. den stuff myself wif coffee to keep mii awake.. walk around here and there, play PSP wif my nieces and nephews.. hahas.. super childish la.. i fought wif my niece due to puzzle bobble.. hahas.. kids fight... hahas.. i was wearing tudung tat day.. so i saw few frens here and there and they couldnt recognise mii.. i was like.. YO! and they slow loading.. hahas.. mayb, wen u wear tudung, u shudnt say YO! hahas!

my mum dun wan us to wait till she fly so she decide to go in earlier.. and wen i went to fid farewell to her, obviously i cried.. and she was too.. and den she say.. dun be naughty at home.. den i was thinking, i naughty meh? hahas!

received call from her yesterday.. she landed safely at Jeddah.. thank god.. we were kind of worried y she never call ar.. hope she stays healthy there.. on the mean time, im here feeling super sick.. hahas.. coughin non stop.. but getting better today!

TERM TEST next week.. and i juz cant study.. no sense of urgency at all.. wait la.. til lnow i still wanna sleep hahaS!

YESTERDAY, went to singhealth polyclinic and do CIP.. it was god damn boring at first.. but den i met this malay worker.. who is taking care of 3 dementia lady.. one wasnt there though.. hahas.. got 2 lady then.. this 2 lady always stick to her.. wen she sits, the ladies sit.. wen she walk, the 2 ladies walk.. and these 2 ladies got 2 speed.. one of the them walks super fast and the other one is super slow.. hahas.. the fast one, i saw it la.. really fast.. faster than mii.. hahas.. the contrast is there la.. im like the normal speed.. hahas.. den, the fast lady, mdm ong.. she's active and love to take things.. so cute la.. wen i follow her all the time, she always try to run away from mii.. den she would like laugh at mii if im far behind.. den slower lady dun like mii.. she beat mii la.. the beating is not pain.. the scratching is pain.. she scratch my palm.. hahas.. coz i disturb her la.. hahas.. nice experience.. hahas..

now.. im gonna like get the mood to study.. i tot of 단 again yesterday... 카이웬 also... i need to tok him.. haiz. where is he missing to..

5 dec

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IT's MY BIRTHDAY today! hahas! tell u few things.. at first i tot there's no celebration due to 3 reasons.. lesson starts at 9am, no APEL and lastly, got OOPG lecture... no time to celebrate at all.. but thx again C183! u guys are the best class ever! no matter wat, i'll always love u guys.. and smile more often k? hahas...

firstly, thx C183.. here's my comments to u guys!
thx for the gigantic birthday card.. it's really my first ever big bday card... and the photos are cool! u all took it yest wen i left early! hahas.. shudnt have left! hahas! thx! thx for the cake.. the cake is cute and nice.. thx! my fav cake is mango cake.. and it's one of the nicest mango cake i've ever eaten.. thx! individual msgs!
sharon - thx for the card(it's seriously nice) and thx for cutting the cake too.. thx ya!
val - yup! there's a celebration.. it was a pleassant surprise.. thx ya!
kaixin - 사랑해요 to u too.. it was unreadable at first.. but finally manage to figure it out! thx ya!
jolene - u can write 사랑해요 too! hahas! i love it alot.. and yeah.. work hard together! thx ya!
ronald - thx for wat u've done too.. thx ya!
sebast - i will try to be more feminine.. but dun box mii like juz now la! hahas! thx ya!
huanyi - thx for the fish & everything! hwaiting! thx ya!
jasmine lim - i'll be more serious & mature in front of ur eyes.. thx for the hp pouch... really cute! thx ya!
jasmine chow - thx for the cookie! it's the sweetest present of the year(literally!) & thx for the spraying water all of mii in the bus! revenge is sweet.. ur time is near! thx ya!
wei choy - cute huge drawing on the card! thx ya!
to denver, nick, ivan, junhao, jay, alvin, chuhui, xinni, ailan, nicole & clement... thx for the birthday wishes! ailan's fren and yixiang for being there and celebrate together...

ms jo, thx for the sweet! hahas.. u r so sweet!
Benny, shawn, shen yang, ardy & fren and others.. thx for the b'day wish! love u guys!
syak, amirah, sayhaow, eugene and other TK peeps, thx for remembering my bday! hugs and kisses to u all!

here's pict time.. i dun have much.. but i'll juz upload! hahas! in sequence...
C183, my b'day cake(SO CUTE LA!), say haow's cute gift, classmate's presents, b'day card, picts & b'day wishes! later i'll upload my family gifts.. im so happie..

4 dec

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busy mii.. i skipped DBIS tut coz i went to collect my mum's bag at redhill.. the collecting time was 2-5 pm... and juz nice, i had all my lesson on tat time.. i was thinking, if in the morning, okie la.. i can skip it mah... but haiz.. COBAAN! hahas...

i wanna update my blog a few times few days back.. but wherever i wen to the blogger site, i either fall asleep or ppl bug mii.. hahas... now im coughing badly.. hahas..

on sat, i went out wif say haow.. thx say haow for the present.. i dunno wat it is coz i promised him that im gonna open it on my b'day.. but thx for it! hahas! less than 4 hrs and it's my b'day! hahas.. im super excited.. hahas.. weirdly enuf, daniel tok to mii.. he's the tiger beer guy whom i work wif wen im working at MP NTUC.. hahas.. it was a pleasant surprise..

on sunday, it was some gathering(prayer gathering) for my mum's sendoff.. basically, all the ladies in my house area come... hahas.. it was a tiring day, attending to them... usually, when have this kind of gathering, the guys do most of the job.. but this time, all the guest are ladies, so i have to communicate wif them no mattter wat.. hahas.. despite my age, i have to entertain them... wat to do.. im the host.. hahas..

been playing PSP all the time.. hahas... thx to my bro.. hahas.. den yest, met ardy lots of time.. hahas.. he said, im his best fren ever.. coz i help him in sth.. hahas.. secret.. hahas.. but yeah.. it was till the point that he came to my house and shake my hand... and say thx lots of times.. didnt help much.. hahas..

yesterday also.. during my one and only one hour break.. there was student feedback session wif ms grace yap.. ahahs.. and there goes my lunch.. hahas.. but goood thing is that, i dun feel like eating yesterday, mayb bcoz im not feeling well la.. hahas.. den continue wif lesson.. haahs.. OOPG lecture was alot better yest.. hahas.. mr mike is so funny la.. his analogy is funny... the whole day, i only had dinner and tat was 7pm.. my mum was wondering, how come i eat at home yesterday...

den today... this morning, CORE was slightly irritating.. i didnt get to copy one slide! hahas.. den QUAN was okie.. lifern was okie till the point where she blew off due to some guys at the back... den BREAK! wen to library to study for CMSK test.. hahas.. while on my way down to topup cashcard and bind notes, met mr mike again at lvl 8... he came out from the staircase wearing polo tee.. i saw him and act as if i didnt see him at all la.. afterall, wat's the probability tat he saw mii.. hahas.. den suddenly he approach mii.. and say.. 'hello there...' so i had no choice but to acknowledge him.. hahas.. so funny.. lols.. and CMSK test was okie.. i like tat indian lady.. pls change my tutor! i wan someone better.. grrr...

test ends early and i went off straight away to redhill.. a long journey.. but it's okie.. i feel better the moment i step into the mosque.. cool.. hahas.. den take cab home! the fare was woo hoo! nice! hahas..

and finally, i manage to contact the children's home person in charge.. and yeah.. children's home is OFF.. and im approaching the old folks home tmr.. it's tough wen things are really last minute.. im trying my best to get place.. hoping for more choices..

now, im gonna slack today.. hahas.. helping my mum to pack her bag.. need to send to airport terminal 1 at 10am tmr.. hmm.. i cant send.. actually, i was supposed to be the one.. but thx to CORE tut, i cant.. sometime, my heart really boil wen this kind of thing happen.. im super speechless now.. grrr...

and to 단, no worries.. if u give love to others, love will come to u naturally.. im sure of it..

Polaris, it doesnt move in the sky... if u got lost, look for the polaris and u can find ur way.. the same goes for u, 단.. i cant say that i will go wif u.. but i will always be there for u.. wherever u r lost.. just look back, im waiting.. but... can u see mii?

tat's all for now.. im turning 17 soon.. finally.. it's a long wait..

30 nov

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hahas.. yesterday, after updating my blog, i went out to eat swensen.. hahas.. midnight swensen at orchard.. wif my bro and sis in law.. it's interesting.. i dun really like to travel during midnight, but nowadays, i've been going out late.. so we went to swensen to eat and eat and eat.. we ate alot.. hahas.. like mii, i had black pepper pasta with side dishes like calamari rings, fries and rodeo wings.. hahas.. the actual plan of it is tat we wanna eat the fondue.. but dun have.. so sad.. so eat wat's there la.. which is like not much.. den i had banana split.. hahas.. den the shocking part was wen the birthday cake come in.. paisey.. my b'day is next week but it's becoz my bro and sis in law is travelling away, they celebrate now lor.. hahas.. it was really a surprise.. hahas.. but sad, only the 3 of us.. the more the better rite? like my mum along? since she's leavign 2 days after my bday.. so i had a b'day in advance celebrated by them.. hahas.. i'm so full that i dun wan to eat today.. hahas..

i seriously havent eaten anything today.. early morning woke up and buy breakfast for my dad and then went to lesson.. got one hour break, i wen to do my BFA tut.. i was a lil scared coz i dun understand a thing.. but then, heng ar... my tutor explain everything again today and went thru the answer together.. i think im liking my tutor liao.. hahas.. she's nice.. she had never checked whether we did the tut anot.. which i think it's not a good thing but an advantage for mii.. hahas.. and she tends to recall on the works for us.. we will always discuss the answer together.. hahas.. she's like tan bing.. and we always end early.. at least 30 mins earlier.. hahas.. so always end up having break before going for TPSU duty.. but im not going today.. coz i wanna do my JAP! i did this mornign ar.. den i didnt print.. i wanna show my tutor but it seems messy.. so i end up not showing.. so now i have to depend on my luck to perform next week.. also, i can ask chu hui for help.. i think she did well in the first draft.. y did i end up getting a diff topic.. Bon Odori... until now i dun understand much bout it.. it's juz like Hungry Ghost Festival.. and wat more fun is that, there's no single book in the library that has this topic.. im 100% relyign on internet now.. later my sources of research will be full of links..

later got Latin Preview.. walau.. i didnt got for the prac on tues coz i dunno.. den on wed, wen i wanted to come, there's no practice.. but juz nice, FBI immersion Prog fill up the gap.. den on thurs, i didnt noe there's practice u NOE! and again bambang called and ask mii whether im coming.. no choice, i had to give excuse.. wat the.. i feel bad for not coming twice in the row la.. BUT PLS tell mii earlier! it's always tat i've reached home den they asked.. basket sia.. but today, i noe gt preview, so im like staying back in skool to attend the preview.. seriously, im sort of pissed la.. they need a better communication method man! no 1 bother to tell mii.. den pheiyani wun noe also rite! den might as well dun be involve.. haiz.. at this point of time, i really feel like quiting.. but im not tat kind of person la.. shall stay committed till i cant take it anymore.. one thing for them also, they better start training more students to the latin band.. coz.. only mii and phei freshie! and the 2 of us are specialised in percussion.. we cant play mallet or bass guitar in day! mallet mayb can but not mallet and piano la.. i cant.. haiz.. although i wanted to learn and take music exams, i dun have the confidence.. since it's not compulsory either.. i now damien had been wanting mii to take it since i leave sec sch, but i juz too scared la.. waste money also.. and music is not my future.. definitely..


another sad thing is that phei lost her hp.. i dunno how i can contact her today.. we might need to report early sia.. since we hadnt practice a single thing.. i guess im like gona jam all the way.. haiz.. i dun even have scores okie.. haiz.. im juz so stress today..

and my pimple is getting worst today.. looks so ugly la.. walau.. wherever i think bout it ar.. i feel like slappig myself.. hahas.. y pimple must come out! stress stress stress..

den i shall chil down now.. and im going out tmr.. and settle the CIP thingy.. haiz.. i dunno wat date to set for the trip.. haiz.. and report need to be handed in by next week? im not sure.. tat's wat val says... but how come jerry ang offer christmas? wah.. this is confusing.. see la.. i got so many things to do... time management is getting out of my hand.. at time like this, I WANNA EAT!!

AND SHIT! i got preview today and I FORGOT THAT I PROMISE MY MUM TO ACCOMPANY HER TO SEE DOCTOR! f***! i juz remmeber! shit.. damn.. i dunno wat to do now... pangsey the preview and meet my mum? if i pangsey my mum, im sure she wun tok to mii for days.. argh! i need to set priority.. my mum or preview? damn.. if i go and accompany my mum, I'VE wasted time waiting! HEADACHE!

need to settle stuff now...

29 Nov

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FBI Immersion Programme

hmmm... wat can i say.. hahas... firstly, im deadly embarassed when my frens saw mii in super formal attire standing really straight at the entrance of the auditorium.. all thx to the director that can slightly later than the rest.. hahas.. argh! so embarassing.. hahas.. this is my first time being a PaceSetter... hahas.. im still learning.. seriously, i think Benny is a great guy... he doesnt juz speaks well, but he also entertain guest well enuf for mii to learn.. he very sensitive to other ppl's feelings too.. he's too cool.. and i heard he pretty smart too.. hahas.. thx to him that i learn alot.. one of the example is when the guest were at the reception.. hahas.. the speakers were talking and talking wif the IIT director... and the four of us, mii, benny, shen yang and uyangga were standing behind the director while they were chatting.. and i felt super lie bodyguards.. however, wen i see benny standing there with the confident and yet friendly look, i tot we are doing the right thing.. and the guest were impressed by us.. some other incident was the helping the BOs ppl clear their stuff and also he remind us to offer to escort the guest to their cars.. i mean, if it were to be mii, i would think until so far.. he juz think super fast... hahas.. i envy him.. and ic ant see that he work hard for this prog.. coz i receive the guest bio email at 3.10am! hahas.. i was like snoring by then.. hahas.. i learn some other few things from the guest speaker also.. other things like i really one of the speakers, Ms Eunice Lim.. she's just so natural wen she talks to us.. just like we are her frens like that.. coz wen we approached her.. we didnt noe whether she was really the guest speaker.. but then wen we approach her and confirm whether she was one of the guests, she said sth in super cute way - "hello! im here to listen to the talks. im a student.. hahas!" she's just too funny.. hahas.. finally, i've talked to the IIT director.. she's nice.. super nice.. she's quite open minded and quite concern bout the wellness of her student.. so she's fine.. a down to earth lady.. cool... hahas.. the whole prog was okie.. just that there were so many last min changes that i could catch up wif.. but overall, it's fun! thx my fren for coming despite being forced by mii.. hahas.. my primary school fren came.. and she waited for mii to go back together.. we r best frens afterall.. hahas..

thx to this prog also, i got closer to the C185 peeps.. the guys.. i dun really blend wif the gals.. i dunno why also... the guys seems more approaching such as Ernie, Toby, Melvin, alex and this another guy whom until now i dunno his name.. he is the same guy that was super friendly to mii yesterday.. cool guys.. thx for the help at the end of the prog(carry tables and clear rubbish) the ambassadors(the 4 pacesetter) wanted to clean things but Ms Yohanna(im gonna call ms joanna ms yo from now on... hahas.. ) said, u guys are just too smart.. dun do dun do.. hahas.. i think im like involve in this thing thx to ms lina, ms yo, mr toh and Mr ang.. im quite shock on y im in this.. but i think it's a good thing.. i tend to learn lots of things.. like attending to guests.. i didnt know we have to read thru their bios! hahas.. until yest.. it wasnt an easy task.. coz... if u get the one who sort of proud, starting a conversation wif them wun be an easy task! quite said my class and 184 didnt get to listen to the funny talk.. i was enjoying myself in the talk.. especially if u seated next to shen yang.. he juz couldnt sit still.. hahas..

i think tat's all.. i need to finish up my draft one of Jap presentation for tmr.. ohh ya.. im drop dead tired but had the most fun day of the sem! after i ate Shaky fries without drinks, i fall asleep on the bus.. and the moment i reach home, i sleep again! hahas! so now, i wun be sleeping for the night until i finish up my Jap and also do tut for BFA.. i realise that, everytime i didnt do tut, i tend to be called alot of times.. but good thing that i sit beside cheemeng, zy and melving.. they help lots.. haiz.. smart ppl.. must sit around them to be smart.. said by someone but definitely not mii.. haha..

28 nov

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HAPPIE BIRTHDAY DENVER!
Happie Birthday Amirah!

today is denver's b'day! celebrated during APEL lesson.. here are some photos taken from my phone! had apple and mango shrudder..

hahas... kk.. for the first time, after a long period of time, i went to OOPG lecture.. hahas.. Mr Michael is a funny and nice lecturer.. very helpful.. but sad thing is tat, he's not really good in speaking using the mic.. and of course, his slang.. but good to say he's helpful... it was so funny wen my classmate all rush out the moment Ms Jo briefing end.. but i felt bad for mr michael..

after lecture, received sms from ms jo to go audi 2... hahas.. waited for quite a long time for her.. den.. went to help out c185 peeps.. mainly alex, toby and i dunno the name of the other 3 guys... they are nice peeps.. mii, alex and toby talks like we noe each other.. hahas.. den suddenly, the whole C185 came down.. as wat alex said that time "HARIYANA! u r surrounded by 185!" very true.. coz im the only 183 there.. and my name is hariyani not hariyana.. dots!

y i was called to audi 2? basically bcoz.. im the ambassador for fbi.. better known as the PACEsetter for the talks(immersion prog).. so i LOA for QUAN lab.. need to report at 7am.. but i bargain from ms jo coz im coming wif my fren for the prog.. hahas.. so..7.30am! together wif shen yang, oyangga and benny.. benny is such a nice guy.. super concern over mii.. hahas.. tmr gonna be a long day..

tat's all for now.. im sleepy.. and hope to have a nice dream.. hehes..

27 nov (2)

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heys... since i got free time in skool.. lesson ends at 5pm and i went to lab to print things.. after that, slack for awhile.. im a lil stress.. thx to CMSK.. i dun like her lei.. llike got attitude problem like tat.. haiz..

juz now, i went to hand in my LOA.. my fren ask mii wen im LOA-ing and what's the reason.. then i told them, next friday.. i can only LOA during BFA tut coz in the morning i have JAP presentation.. so no choice need to go in the morning.. den, wen i told them the reason, they all say "confirm not approved!" hahas.. den i was a lil scared.. lols.. coz, first thing, it is last minute! juz yesterday that they change the air tickets so i need to make new arrangement too.. sending LOA less than 2 weeks.. wat are the chances that it will get approved? hahas.. den, my reason is just like tat.. hahas.. it's the true reason and i dun think i wan to lie in the reason section.. so i wrote, im sending my mother off at the airport who is leaving to perform Haj(pilgrimage).. den i was thinking.. if it was mii, as a lecturer, to think properly, i may and may not approve it.. hahas.. but as i said in the previous post.. my mum is more important than skool.. im like not gonna see my mum for more than one month.. so i cant miss this opportunity of sending her off.. hahas..

den.. wat else.. hahas.. nth much today.. i went to wish alvin happie belated birthday.. im aiming for 12 midnight to wish Amirah Happie Birthday.. im sure she will be online tonight.. hahas.. im considering to wish Denver also.. since both b'day the same, might as well do the same thing.. he's a good classmate of mine.. although he looks cold and quiet, he's friendly and nice to tok too.. especially in msn... hahas..

cmsk.. the tot of tat subj today is killing mii! i dun like her.. big time.. wah.. she's like got attitude prob.. i dun feel 'up' in her class.. den wen we divide the class to teams of 3(mii, ronald and huanyi one team).. it was abit tough to split into teams at first.. as time flies, i can feel that im getting used to some few things.. hahas.. this is one of them.. hahas..

i dun feel that sad today.. despite some distance wif my classmates, i tok to some alot today.. i tok to sebast, val, sharon, wei choy and more la.. hmmm.. more opportunity to come.. simple things can really make mii happie..

saw the DBSK's stuff juz now.. thx to jasmine lim.. she was browsing yesasia.com den we saw the Asia Tour CD is out.. and also, we saw the AATVXQ special edition thingy.. hahas.. i wan both of them.. but got to say, both are above $50.. im squeezing my pocket money for the next month.. since i cant ask for extra money wen my mum in Mecca.. hahas.. but, good thing is that, i'll be back for tuitioning in january.. and i think it will be the last year also.. since my tuition student will be taking PSLE next year.. unless, they wan mii to teach them sec stuff.. which im not so confident of... while tuitioning ppl, i learn to take responsibility more seriously.. i mean.. if i cant tuition them, i might as well quit and dun destroy the kids further.. hahas.. tat rings the bell too.. thx to tuitioning, i dun have tat bad impression towards teaching afterall.. coz last time i used to claim, teaching is stressing and lame.. but wen i started tuitioning, things seems alot different.. i even once had a conversation wif my mum.. i guess my mum was a lil flabbergasted wen i told her i might wan to enter university.. den she was like.. U SO RICH AR? den i was telling her.. if i wan things, i will get things planned out properly.. at least the basic.. like.. if i dun have money, i'll take bank loans.. or i might be considering to study at night and work in the daylight.. something like tat.. one thing tat im sure of.. if i were to do this, i will be quiting lots of outside activities such as South East CDC, percussion group, stage management and all.. such a sacrifice... haiz.. i dunno wat to say.. den if im not entering Uni.. den i need to secure my job.. not easy.. if i failed in the financial industry.. i'll straight away go NIE and become primary skool teacher.. PRIMARY! not secondary.. y? coz secondary is much more stressful.. juz like my NETBALL team CAPTAIN says.. it's so fun.. hahas.. she's such a funny toot!

tmr need to come an hour earlier to play games.. sound fun but it's not! coz this game is an educational game that i need to learn for the FBI IMMERSION.. seriously.. this thing is such a rush.. and in my class, although we reach the target of 25 students, the no is decreasing instead of increasing.. this thing has really went out of my control.. and i seriously cant do anything bout it.. hahas..

APEL CIP.. im considering children's home.. ill be in charge i guess.. hahas.. im going for the home and ask for the procedure.. mayb tmr i go.. coz the APEL got the requirement to do CIP.. den 10 places had been reserved by Jolene to do the community service under IITSC.. i saw the event but cant make.. i cant even meet my bumbees on tat day.. sad sad.. i want to go lor.. lalalas.. i think i wil be taking the rest to the children's home den.. i wanted the old folks home actually.. coz, wen i went there, i was impressed by them.. they tell good stories.. and their conditions are really sad.. but my experience in the children's home is not tat good.. if very young, fun ar.. if got the one who is naughty and all.. wah.. dammit liao lor.. ahas.. i dunno who havent do the CIP yet but i'll juz ask for the whole class.. one for all, all for one remember? hhas.. im toking to myself..

kk.. im packing home liao.. after i finish my research.. i dun wan to stay in skool till 8pm... hahas.. kk.. tata!

27 NOV

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it's nearly 3am and i juz cant sleep.. im still thinking over some few things.. infact.. alot of thing..

FBI IMMERSION PROG
being frank, i was super happie that we reached the target.. but slowly, unexpected, the target is decreasing.. all my high expectation is like almost gone.. i dunno wat to say.. it needs 2 hands to clap.. i cant do things alone..

FRIENDSHIP
sometimes i dun feel that i actually exist in the class... do i need to be loud to be noticed? by saying this way, i may seem like some attention seeker.. but i dun think i am.. i juz dun feel the bondedness anymore.. a simple invitation makes a total difference... in my opinion i guess.. hmm.. this wed, it's denver's b'day.. i wonder is there any celebration.. it's possible to celebrate it during apel.. i hope my dreams are not crushed... i've been dreaming too much..

i always felt that shud juz leave things that.. i was sad that i wasnt invited for Alvin's b'day celebration.. at times, i would be reading my classmates blog and all.. and deep in my heart, i would say "i wish to be there too".. it's probably too awkward for mii to there already... do u guys still treat mii as ur fren.. sometimes, wen i think back, wat wrong had i really done? can something be done to resolve it.. sometime, i ask myself, who is the one who start everything... the blame falls on mii? i dunno.. am i really that pathetic? am i really that unlucky? am i really that bad that.. nvm... there's always a good thing behind something.. im adapting to this lifestyle.. right now, i juz wish to go back to secondary school life.. where everyone treat mii as one.. we are super bonded.. one for all, all for one.. where, at least, everyone treat mii as a fren.. i dun wish to suffer peer pressure again.. this had caused mii a great loss last sem.. at time like this, i wish to change course.. change skool... but i am myself... i dun change for other ppl.. i dunwan to be adapting to some random topic tat my frens love and i dunno bout.. im not a hypocrite.. but cant ppl accept mii for who i am..? a gal's heart is easily hurt... im a gal afterall.. im feeling it.. it's killing.. but im grateful towards jasmine lim, jasmine chow and huanyi.. at least, there's someone i can rely on..

LIFE
birthday next week and i dun seem to be looking forward for it.. this is the first time that i am celebrating my bday in skool.. how about all december babies celebrate together? more bonded tat way.. wild wishes on my part...

my mum departure date to Haj is forwarded to the 7th today.. which means i need to skip my BFA tut.. it may feels abot sucky but i dun wan to miss sending my mum off.. she will be away for over a month.. hmmm.. my mum is more important than skool...

this year, i think im gonna make my b'day wish for my mum.. i mean she will require lots of energy while performing the haj.. i juz hope that she will stay healthy while down there... and came back in safely.. im gonna miss her alot...

amirah's b'day falls on wed.. MUST HAVE a gathering k! juz like last year.. and for any other year to come.. this is the only day that we could meet in a year.. seems pathetic but thankful coz at least there's a day in 365 days tat we met.. best friends forever...

still thinking bout the 딴's dream.. i've revealed who is he to huanyi and both jasmine.. my trustable fren.. this part is confidential.. since it will be in korean, i guess u guys wun understand.. 나는 너를 많게 좋아한다 그러나 너에 말하기 위하여 나는 위협된것을 보인다. 나가 가능하게 우리가 저것의거의 때 나는 너를 좋아하는 것과 말할 수 있는 까 라고 너의 생일에 오고 있다 시작하거든 나는 너에게 보유 나 돌아오는 무언가를 주기같이 느꼈다 그러나 이렇게 많은 것 있는다. 나의 감각이 너를 위해 살아날 수 있는 그러나 나가 생각하는 까 얼마나 나는 모른다 나가 나가 기적을 위해 지금 바라는 너에게 정직하기 위하여 가지 않으면 장시간을 걸릴 것 을.

나는 기적을 위해 지금 일어난것을 다만 바란다 - i just wish for a miracle to happen right now..
~naneun gijeoneur wihae jigeum ireonan geosor taman paranta~

24 nov

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i just realise that it's been some time since i had actually updated my own blog.. and i think this happen all the time.. since today, i been thinking on some ridiculous thing, i juz need to vent it somewhere... and i guess, this is the place...

sem 2 had starting more than one month liao.. ever since the start of sem 2, i had been super busy... few activites that i had participated in; TP Arts Festival, Viva the Arts segment EAST MEET SOUTH.. i was under the latinos playing percussion.. this event was quite meaningful to mii.. i made more frens and get to know some closer... in specific, im toking more to the samba peeps.. they are all malay, but since my practice date is diff from them, i didnt get to communicate much wif them.. to add it on, i did not attend the samba camp.. which creates some distance between us... but yeah... it was a fun experience despite being vexed going back home late.. in Latin, got to know a TP band member called Jasmine.. she played the keyboard.. she's really nice.. we hit off well.. mayb bcoz we r freshie.. hahas.. den thru this event, i get to know some FBI peeps more.. in specific, it was wei yang and another guy(sorrie, forgot the name) who's from the Production Crew.. get closed wif some others too la.. but FBI peeps, wen they saw mii, they remember mii as "eh, FBI gal..." hahas..

STUDIES MATTERS.. hahas... new subjects, new lecturers, new style and new things to learn.. ahhas.. in addition of CDS.. i took 2 CDS.. y so greedy? hahas... i cant answer that... coz i dun even noe... i guess i was too excited.. hahas.. my CDS are Japanese and Accounting.. 2 heavy subject.. may god bless mii.. hahas..

been super busy wif tut work, projects, research, presentation and many more.. poly life.. we revolve more than books.. activities representing our diplomas do counts.. for example, i participated in some running event yesterday.. i was CONNED! i did not know it was a competition.. i tot it was some running event where i could afford to WALK.. hahas.. but it was really great ar.. the first runner was jolene, followed by zhihao, vincent chew, kok yau, mii, grey singlet guy, shawn and mr toh.. im super disappointed.. i think i was the slowest runner.. but the whole team gave mii lots of support.. and not forgetting this guy.. hmmm.. i dun have good impression on him in skool.. he's not in FBI... but dunno for some reason, i dun realli have a good impression of him... den, some happen that change my tot, while running, i suddenly couldnt breathe well.. thus, i walk... but this guy, he do not know mii at all and vice versa, slow down and said "c'mon! dun give up!" i couldnt say anything at tat time and juz show him a thumb up... he overtake mii den suddenly he turn back again and gives mii more support.. i was so grateful to him at tat time bcoz if he didnt say tat, i would have given up and walked all the way.. i felt sorrie for the grey singlet guy also.. wen reaching the finishing line, to pass the baton to him, i couldnt see anything.. i juz continue running anf suddenly i saw him right in front of my face... and i could see him laughing at mii.. i guess i look pitiful? or funny.. hahas.. but he super nice to mii.. he kept saying, juz try ur best.. i was holding on to his word while running.. jolene gave mii support wen im entering the track.. shawn gave mii support after i reach the finishing line.. the teachers kept comforting mii while resting.. zhi hao too.. to summarise all, all of them ROX! i wun forget them.. together wif the red singlet guy who support mii while running..

after effect of the run is... limping.. my backbone hurt.. whole body aching.. haiz.. i juz not fit for sports.. haiz...

NEXT! i dunno whether it's a good thing anot but my mum will be going for haj on the 8th of dec this year.. 3 days after my bday.. so sad.. as in.. i wun be seeing her for like 1 month.. den, lots of work that i need to do.. plus, im not used to be far away from my mum for along time.. but it's a good thing coz performing pilgrimage is the 5th pillar of islam.. im juz too sad.. haiz...

TPSU.. hahas.. as usual, go duty once a week.. CCN day was interesting.. i was helping out TPSU and i followed hadi to sell the balloons.. it's seriously interesting.. hahas.. further more, the thing that i had been waiting for.. OTC! i was selected to be GL for FOs.. ever since my FOW, i ws inspired to be GL.. im halfway there.. hahas.. great..

lastly.. the thing that had been bugging mii tat lead mii to actually update this blog was some random dream tat i experienced this morning.. the thing is, i slept at 7am in the morning coz i went to watch some dramas at night.. and woke up at 8am to go see doctor.. but in this 1hr, i had 3 dreams.. the first dream was i dreamt that my dad had heart attack.. den i panic and suffered an anaemia attack.. i accidentally knocked my head onto the wall and regain consciousness.. ridiculous rite? my dad dun suffer from heart attack.. he's normal.. at least, normal as it is la.. hahas...

the second dream was wen i dreamt of my late grandma.. in that dream, i knew that my grandma had already passed away.. but i saw her sitting on my bed.. without any hesitation, i went to sleep on her leg.. i then started crying badly coz i know she;s gone and yet i could feel her... the dreams feels so real.. perhaps i miss her alot.. my mum told mii juz now that she dreant of her too.. such coincidence... den i was awoke by the sound of my sis in law opening the door..

the last dream... the most bugging dream.. i was in sports hall.. at the gallery there.. it was super quiet.. no one is there.. den suddenly, my classmates jolene appeared.. she was approaching mii, but she lost her steps and roll down the stairs.. the next thing i knew was that she was bleeding alot and die? i think so... im not sure coz my attention was somewhere else where this guy, let's call him 딴... he's my classmate.. real life classmate.. i dun wan to reveal his name bcoz i'm scared of rumours spreading.. recently, i've been thinking bout this guy alot.. ever since sem 1.. i'll reveal some few things here la.. i admit tat i once said that Nicholas is cute and i like him.. but i guess it was juz some lame joke tat i said it myself.. take it as it was my fault.. but my class once went for a SENTOSA outing and at Vivo, we played true or dare game.. there's this question tat i was asked by Sebastian.. i still remember it clearly.. it was.."in our class, who would u most likely to kiss... best not mii la.." tat was said by sebastian.. deep in my heart, i wanted to say 딴... but i was thinking, i would destroy our relationship if i said so... wat's more.. he went for the outing.. den again, i tot, since i once cracked a lame joke, i might as well use it to block the truth... so i said it was NICHOLAS.. sorrie for lying in the game.. but it was for the best... and i obviously saw Valerie whispering to ChuHui... the word was 'EXPECTED'.. i kept quiet coz i tot i did the right thing.. and at tat point of time, i felt very sad.. i didnt expect tat they would do that.. but yeah.. watever.. it wasnt the true answer.. so i dun really care... so let's go back to now.. i've been thinking of him alot.. alot and alot.. but i kept quiet.. things are meant to be tat way.. im currently confused whether i like him.. but i die die wun reveal who he is.. back to the dream.. i saw 딴 while i was trying to help jolene.. den suddenly 딴 fall onto mii.. he was bleeding too.. i was so shock.. it's lame but i actually HUG him... at tat point of time, i couldnt think of anything else but juz to be by his side.. [if i were to think rationally, i would have run for help] i was so scared tat he would die.. i cried loudly... shaking his body again and again.. calling out his name.. asking him to wake up.. but he was helplessly laying on mii.. tears continue flowing and i juz continue hugging him.. in the dream, i could feel his cheek touching my cheek.. den suddenly, i could feel his mouth touching mine... at tat moment, PUFF! i woke up! i couldnt believe the dream... the moment i woke up, i check the time and all.. the feeling of losing the love ones was present.. to recall again, the last time i had this feeling was wen i was witnessing my grandma's death.. this feeling makes mii more confused whether i like him.. coz seriously, i've been liking him since sem 1.. but i didnt say anything coz i noe my stand well.. but it was too scary that i cant stop thinking bout.. it was scary that i dunno whether i will be able to sleep anot.. I WISH TO TOK TO 딴 NOW.. but im sure he's super alright now.. healing his own heart..

tat's all for now... it is too long as it is.. see u next time..
사랑해요 딴!
sincerely from 하리야니...

my lucky star

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WIKI description..
Like the boy who cried wolf, Xia Zhi Xing had lied one too many times. So when she did tell the truth, nobody believed her except for the most unlikely person, Zhong Tian Qi, a runaway young master of a jewelry empire. His belief in her inspired her to become a real jewelry designer instead of a lying, scheming jewelry con artist. In the process, she taught him the real value of jewels that he is destined to inherit.

My Description
Xia Zhi Xing is played by Yoo Ha Na(a korean) together wif Zhong Tian Qi played Jimmy Lin. Xia Zhi Xing had great ability in lying. She always tell lies to the point nobody can believes her. But deep inside, Ah Xing is a nice, passionate in love and soft person. She went to jail to cover up for her bf at that time(played by YuRong of 183 club).. she was sentenced for 2 yrs of jail but thankx to her great ability in lying, she escape 1 year faster.. as a passionate lover, the moment she exit the jail, she went to buy something nice and expensive for her bf without knowing that he had married someone and getting a child soon.. but at that time, she met Tian Qi for the third time. The first incident was when Tian Qi stopped her and she got caught by police(1 yr ago) and the second time was at the toilet on the same day she was release from jail.. Tian Qi was running away after taking something precious from E Shine Company and bump onto Ah Xing.. Ah Xing misunderstood him and tot he was a theft.. both of them were handcuffed together but manage to escape.. stuck together wif the handcuff, they went thru a 'ice breaking' session.. Ah Xing was looking for her bf juz to realise that he was married right after she went to jail and expecting a child soon.. ah xing then approach her bf house to see her bf and his pregnant wife.. while confronting her bf, his wife gets the call of giving birth and TQ offers to drive them to the hospital.. despite knowin that the pregnant lady had stolen her bf away, she gladly donated her blood to her during delivery.. and once the delivery was over, she confronted her bf again and end up changing her story.. instead of asking why he left her, she said that she came to meet him to introduce her new bf which is TQ(obvious it fake).. seeing how nice Ah Xing is, TQ choose to play along.. after that, TQ scolded Ah Xing for beiing stupid and she told him that she grew up without parent, and she cant bear to see the baby live without her parents either...

series of events happen wen TQ came to her hometown causing the relationship to get better.. both of them are falling for each other but TQ was in a state of denial bcoz she her ex gf got engage to his elder brother.. and still love his ex gf name Ou Ya Rou.. Ou Ya Rou love TQ but she getting engage to TQ's brother(Tian Jun played by Leon Jay Williams) due to wealth.. OYR make use of TQ feelings alot of time causing to change his heart and accept ah xing.. they went thru lots of sweet incidents and also sad incident.. ah xing only knew that TQ is the second young master to E Shine after some time of dating.. and the next day, the newspaper publishes that they are having an affair.. TQ's father, who had strong principles(lame rich asses principles) and had never been on good term wif TQ, opposes their relationship.. do his best to separate both of the to the point where TQ declare to severe all ties wif the Zhongs family.. TQ was pushed to the corner trying to make the best of their life.. he even end up working in the ocnstruction site and all.. there is an incident where he had to race in order to raise a hefty some of money.. causing him to badly injured hi right hand.. seeing how TQ had to suffer for her, and left wif no choice to save her ex bf baby, she left TQ for a some of money.. the baby(nini) needed a heart transplant.. ah xing ex bf tried to raisse the sum but end up getting caught in the jail.. TQ stand strong and claimed that ah xing wun betrayed his love.. but it changes wen TJ died while trying to patch the 2 of them.. THIS incident separates them for as long as 5 yrs.. TQ develops deep hatreds toward ah xing in those 5 yrs claiming that ah xing left his brother in the car till he died, betrayed his love for money and the caused of his bro and dad death.. wif his bro and dad death, he became an orphan.. and in those 5 yrs, he lives in hatred..

after that 5 yrs, another great plot came in... TQ half brother whom both of them didnt know of came in the picture.. Han Zhi Yi is a popular actor.. ah xing god daughter(nini) caused HZY and ah xing to meet.. and thx to this incident, TQ manages to meet ah xing again.. he causes her to went thru some revenge series of events due to his hatred towrds her.. but least did hee expect that it makes him waver more to her.. TQ changes in those 5 yrs.. from lively, passionate and mischievious guy to a cold and strict guy.. his attitude change too.. causing the both of them had LOTS of difficulty to clear all the misunderstanding tht had been hanging for 5 LONG YEARS! HZY falls for ah xing too.. no doubt, HZY and TQ has the same character.. always end up wif either deep hatred or passionate love.. would do anything for the women they love, would do anything to destroy the person they HATE.. and no doubt, they also fall for the same women.. but ah xing and TQ are destined lovers and not a single persn can separate them.. it took a very long time for the misunderstanding to be cleared..

this drama shows a time line of around 7 years.. TQ and ah xing met in a unfortunate way.. one year later, she was release from the jail.. den the 5 yrs of separation.. TQ show great style in this character.. from hairstyle to clothings.. he protrays it well.. and im falling for him.. i love his passionate character buut hate his stupid misunderstanding character and yet i cant blame him for being stupid.. hahas.. ah xing has the style of song hye gyo (the female lead of full house).. her style is exactly the same as the Korean drama full house.. she even looks like song hye gyo at times.. hahas..and it's nice.. TJ portrays the hardworking GM and loving brother who had always supported TQ.. he's also a forgiving and passionate lover.. OYR - i HATE her TO THE CORE! she's the chief of most evil in this drama and yet she survived till the last EPISODE! HZY the cool guy of this drama.. he was like the benefactor to ahxing and TQ.. he helped both of them patch up.. help TQ wen E Shine was in crisis and had kept his personal feeling such as he knew his father and fall for ah xing and yet cant get her and all.. he came in after TJ death.. he's like an angel in disguise! hahas..

u SHUD watch this drama.. after one litre of tears and stairways to heaven, the drama is rated to be one of the top dramas that makes mii sob terribly.. the first half of the episode is tears wrecking! and yeah.. others too.. but it shows great passion, commitment, love, comedy and all.. it was REALLY great! shud watch.. i give 2 thumbs up and 2 toes up! hahas.. okie okie.. i go watch HANA KIMI JAPAN last episode.. i wonder wat gonna happen.. hana kimi japan and taiwan is different.. coz. diff to explain.. japan version is nicer but i wish to have the taiwan characters.. i love wu zhun! they shud have a KOREAN version! hahas..

Great Quotes from My Lucky Star
TQ : The star I wanted is on YOU
TQ : HATRED - sometimes makes it easier to remember a person
TQ : True love can never be shattered
ZX : Staying on with the person who had betrayed me, there will only be one possibility for me - PAIN but by leaving that person, my life will have ten thousand possibilities.
ZX : True love can't be cleaved into parts because at the center of love is the heart. If the heart is cleaved into two, the person will die.

29 sept

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hmmm.. i'll be writing 2 post.. one is the update of my life - which i'll write briefly.. and another would be the my thoughts and feelings on a drama that i had finish last nite..

Thursday
27 sept is kind of crazy.. i had 2 gathering at the same day.. it was the INTSC Bumble Bee gathering and the other is my own class chalet.. i was thinking, since my class chalet is like 3 days, i shud attend bumble bee gathering first den proceed to the chalet.. and that's wat i did.. i went to meet up wif my bumbees at plaza singapura at 2pm... unfortunately, hahas, the FAs and main comm(Marcus, Darren, Shawn, Coburn) who claimed that they cant wait for us if we are late, end up comig 30 mins late.. hahas... but okie la.. we went to watch a movie called The Nannies Diary which is a bit lame but quite nice.. it has an interesting storyline.. i love the starting on how they started the movie and also how they ennd the movie too.. hahas.. and one thing for sure, it's funny.. hahas.. after that we went to play the arcade, coz we are eating time while waiting for veggie to come.. as veggie(ivan) is a vegetarian, so we had to be creful in wat restaurant to eat.. however, he end up not eating wif us so as we wun have much problem in looking a place to eat.. arent he considerate.. and before i continue juz a reminder, im fasting, so i didnt eat wif them.. the moment my bumbees entered the restaurant to eat, i left.. and i really left in the hope of joining my class chalet.. but somehow, i felt half hearted to go.. i called jasmine and tok to her(that was one few rare moments where i would actually called someone wen im on the train).. after that, i still couldnt make a decision.. and dcided to call say haow for advice.. but GUESS wat.. he didnt pick up my call.. i was so sad coz i felt that i was at my wit ends and couldnt make a single decision.. and sth happen that make mii felt that i shud give a miss on that day and go on the next day... which is.. is started rainng heavily at kallang.. hahas.. so i end up at HOME.. after reaching my void deck, i went to take letters in my letter box.. dunno wat happen, the next second, i realise that im on the floor lying wet on my back.. i fell down.. hahas.. it was slightly embarassing but wat really matters is that i SPRAINED my ankle.. so i make my way home limping.. hahas.. after breaking fast, i started watching a drama called my lucky star and manage to cover 5 episodes for the night...

Friday
as early as 6am, i start my drama againn.. hahas.. knowing that i wan to finish the drama by that very day, which also mean i have to finish 15 epi = 15 hrs.. y i wan to finish it on the very day? coz i sprained my ankle and was like abit hopeless.. so might as well watch the drama till end.. somemore, the drama is like so nice.. hahas.. my mum says, no going out for u.. whicn also mean ic ant attend my class chalet in the end.. i ws kind of sad.. but yeah, i felt i had no choice also.. i wasnt walking smoothly.. den in the evening, i was helping my bro in buying food.. in fact, it is the other way round.. i was limping, so he says he would help mii buy but he dunno wher to shop.. so i accompny him lor.. on the way home, i was hit by a van.. while crossing the road, i stand behind a van that park at the roadside.. how am i supposed to know that the van is reversing, there's no warning lights or anything.. i was like 1 cm away from the van la.. so the van bang mii.. wif my limping legs, i couldnt avoid much but to fall AGAIN.. i had few scratches and some SHOCK.. for a moment i tot i would end up in some HOSPITAL.. hahas.. den proceed home again.. damn that van, the driver probably didnt even realise that it had hit mii man.. PISSED.. hahas..

so that's all for post.. next will be my review on 'The Lucky Star'

19 sept

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today there is a TBC gathering at sentosa.. at first, i had to meet say haow.. so i told them i cant make it.. den say haow cancelled it at the very last minute.. so in the end, i sit at home and slack lor.. so sad.. i realli wanted to meet them again!

it took mii some time to come here and update my blog... okie... so here it is.. i wanna share my camp experience...

INTSC Team Bonding Camp 07/08 was a huge success! thx to everyone who came!
my group is called Bumble Bee! the theme of the camp is transformers so that's why mine was the yellow Bumble Bee! hahas! other groups are called Star Scream, WitWicky, Blackout and lastly iron Hide.. i really love this kind of camp coz the ppl who came are all the rara ppl... it consist of all different courses in IT and also includes the juniors and seniors.. and of course, us freshies! haha!

details about my group! my group consists of 14 ppl... equal number of male and females... they are...
Females - Hariyani, Joanne, Sharmayne, Joyce, Fiora, Selena and BaoLin
Males - MingShen, WeeYou, WeiHao, CK, JX, Danny and Kenneth
our beloved facilitators would be the cute dawn and veggie ivan! hahas

First day of the camp!
as usual, the first thing when u go for camp r registeration/administration... hahas... i waited for jolene before entering the LT4... waited for her to do the registration den i realise im in the same team as joanne... i noe joanne is from the same year and course and mii and she's in C186 but i've never realli tok to her.. thx to the camp, i knew her more... hahas! i wish for a FBI camp nnow! lols... den as we entered LT4, transformer movie was being shown on the projector... i've watch it liao, but to watch it again, looks super cool! hahas!
den as the administration is almost settled, the main comm team entered and we sit according to our empire... den simple introduction from there and we are lead to the IT concourse for ice breaking games... den one of my favourite part comes, that is the cheer part and also flag drawing... i suggested my bounce cheer, which i had always wish for... and for the first time in my entire life, i had volunteered to do the flag... sharmayne is a pro sketcher.. so she sketch everything... she only likes to sketch... and i can see that.. haha.. she sketch out the bumble bee robot, the bee and the car.. the robot is really nice... and i love to do the colouring... and i do the wording too.. u noe la, i love to scribble names here and there so i was like using the design to do so... and im proud of it la.. coz, it's realli original.. ming shen praise mii that im a good colourer.. haha... im pleased with that... i mean seriously, if u use oil crayons, u shud really color and press hard... haha... i love the flag as a whole.. midway doing, mingshen came and help out... he's nice... and i had backache will doing the colouring... seriously, the 3 of us are realli proud of the flag... and we were first! our flag was the best flag! the moment they announce it, the 3 of us couldnt help it but to scream out loud! happiness... we high 5 each other... i was even thinking of hugging la.. but too happie for wad? hahas... den the cheer... since i was doing the flag, i didnt manage to noe most part of the cheer... so for the cheering competition, i dun really manage to use out my voice.. but we are not bad! hahas! one thing i realise bout bumble bee, we rarely wan to cheer out loud and compete with other empire but we are super united... wen we are doing games and all, we can realli outshine out team bonding... tat's wat makes bumble bee super special to mii.. hahas....
at the beginning, got to say not much group is cheering.. but blackout is the first team to make the most noise.. thx to chang yong and ah boon! hahas! after the cheering and flag making, it was the prince and princess competition... the twist to it is that, the guy will be the princess and the gal will be the prince.. the ppl that represent my group was joanne and mingshen... haha! soo funny... our theme were chinese and got to say the vid was kind of disgusting and awkward but my teammates juz rox... they make mii crack like hell... and of course, cant forget the crazy woman - jolene... she did the girly man video... hahas!

Princes and Princesses
for starscream(jolene) perf link - http://youtube.com/watch?v=zlLqbFtJ4o0
for bumble bee(my group) perf link - http://youtube.com/watch?v=0Xfu9fGnOFA
for blackout(ah boon) perf link - http://youtube.com/watch?v=ScF-0OCtVjc
for iron hide perf link - http://youtube.com/watch?v=ghoqAwNYFHE
missing of one team which is the witwicky one.. i cant find it.. but check the others yeah! haha!

after the prince and princess, we had dinner.. after that we had nightwalk...hahas.. nightwalk, not so fun.. i like the idea behind it.. but the thing is we are split into 3 per group.. i would prefer more in a group or the whole group go together... but it's okie la.. while waiting for others doing the nightwalk, we watch saw.. haha.. we ended quite late ar.. and i slept late too.. but it's camp afterall...
i love the supper... the supper was the best supper i ever had during a camp...

Second day of the camp!
early in the morning, i was showering alone.. the actual plan was to shower together wif sharmayne and joyce, but they say i was sleepinng so soundly and they do not wan to wake mii up.. my story is tat, i woke up earlier but i wen i see them still sleeping, i tot of sleeping some more.. but i ennd up overslept.. i was sad la... actually panic.. buut it's okie...
den.. it was raining in the morning! i was so happie.. coz, the morning PT wun be so tough like running la.. haha.. we end up doing the most easy PT i ever had in my entire life.. which is the "Spare me my life" exercise... check out the vid.. it's funny, stupid and lame but it's fun!
link - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9M5ddlZOYg
what next after PT? it's the breakfast! breakfast was at the sports complex... while queueing for the food i saw, sebastian(my classmate!).. haha.. i think he was on his way to his dragon boat training... while eating, lots of us was actually looking at the dragon boat ppl.. haha.. especially the gals.. i love muscular guys... hahas... if only... lols... den we slack - play games... the interesting part of the games is... actually, they are all old games but the fun part is the smacking part... regardless of gender, we have to smack the person who make mistakes in the games... mr ivan is the person who makes the game super fun.. wanna noe why? coz he smack super hard... he loves to smack fiora.. and seriously, smack her coz by the end of the 3 days camp, there way internal bleeding mark on both her thigh... the first day was her left thigh, second day was her head.. actually a ball accidentally hit her head.. den on the last day, after breakfast also, we had the same game...and she was smack on the right side... morale of the camp, do not sit beside ivan wen playing games... hahas... after that, we went back to the IT concourse and do the TP mass dance.. not only that, we also get the chance to learn the IT mass dance.. got to say, i still havent catch up with the IT mass dance... but as time flies, i will learn some more.. it was fun la... seriously, i always sweat wen i do the mass dance.. hahas.. this is more tiring than the morning PT man.. hahas... after the mass dance, mii and the rest slack outside LT 4 of level 4.. we were actually discussing bout our performance nite.. haha.. got to say, we were all super excited.. especially the gals.. some of the gals did not sleep and start thinking of the performance nite plot.. and we were told, in order to win, u must insert LOTS of PORN! hahas! funny.. but our theme is Transformer.. so must add the transformer element in...

we had a lil free time in between and we played some games.. together wif the FAs, we split ourselves into groups of 8.. and we played some games.. i den realise that by splittin the team into 2, the games was more fun... tat was the most fun moment i had while playing games.. the games are normal games.. seriously.. it was the tititititiu game, the hand game and all.. it's really nnormal games.. or mayb becoz im in the mroe fun group..? my group consists of mii, mingshen, ivan, jx, ck, fiora, sharmayne and joyce... at first, it was quite boring till the point we suggested that we should sit alternate guys n gals.. haha.. i end up sitting in between jx and mingshen... mingshen was SUPER funny @ one part till the point i couldnt concentrate on the game and keep on laughing.. ivan was like saying to mii "wei wei! she was laughing all the way and keep making mistake, y u all never smacks her! hahas!" hahas.. mingshen and jx is nice coz they didnt smack mii that much! hahas!

den we had mini directors cup.. at first we had to play all - which is the captain ball, basketball and street soccer.. i was involved in the captain ball match and so i didnt wan to play street soccer... den for basketball, i juz play simple simple at the second court.. hahas... den wen we are deciding on wat games u wan to represent, i went to choose captain ball... wee were complete at that time till the point where fiora suddenly comes into the team.. den wen i think again, mayb i shud let her play la, afterall, got lots of guys, that would make it easy for her... so i decided to back out.. den i had no choice but to choose between street soccer annd basketball... den wen i tot of street soccer, i was kind of sian of it liao... so i took basketball.. so my basketball team was made of mii, joanne, weeyou and kenneth.. we had 4 match... 2 win 2 lose... hahas... weeyou was so cool wen he play basketball.. seriously.. he super pro man.. kenneth is not bad also.. thx to them for all the shots man.. hahas... got to say that the other team actually gave way to my team coz got 2 gals.. hahas.. im glad la.. but i feel sorriie also.. on one of the match, we only had 1 minute left.. den we decide to like bounce and bounce the ball till the whistle blown.. at the same moment, our score was the same.. but i dunno wat happen den suddenly weeyou passed the ball to mii.. i panic for a moment.. annd then i juz anyhow go shoot! haha! i score! i was super happie la! especially wen yuan long says, nice shot! haha! super happie! hhas! super tyco!

okie.. den before dinner and performance.. we had the water games station.. got to say, it's very fun.. first station it was yuanlong station(minesweeper)... i kena wet! the best part of this station is... we threw the whole bucket of water to yuan long.. together wif his phone in his pocket... haha.. den it was the musical chair station(nicholas).. hahas.. the twist of it is that winner gets wet instead of the loser.. and i was one of the loser and the first gal to join the loser... hahas.. den also fun part of this station is that.. we play wif flour.. i was running away from nicholas but then my slippers slip and in the end kena flour! thx nicholas.. thx alot! hahas! but it was fun! but got to say nicholas kena flour badly! haha! den i think the next station was the maryam station.. i get real dirty there! by all the soap water, flour and water.. hahas! it was fun coz we created a cheer for maryam... hahas.. and maryam love us lots! our second last station was the polo sweet station.. a bit gross actually but it was alright overall.. i became abit hyper lei.. coz after mingshen(thee last guy) manages to get the sweet, i ran on the grass following him doing the last task and cheer for him ! hahas... den we manage to do the last station which is nana station which is at the amphitheatre.. it was disgusting - abit... coz of the part where we have to gt the ping pong ball which in inside a pool of flour.. the taste of flour is super funny la.. hahas!

den it was the last dinner.. the last dinner was great.. and then we quickyly rehearse for the performance nite!

the story of our performance nite... the first scene was mama(weihao) & papa(jx) meet... how? mama was attacked and papa saved him... wen mama was attacked he sang and dance to "save me my life"! and then mama propose to papa... the funny part of it wen they do sex... doggy style... the effect was really exaggerated! hahas! the funnier part is behind the scene... wen the scene was going on, all of us were busy laughing like hell until we drop to the floor.. wen we rehearse also, jx confesses he had never watch porn before! hahas.. until weeyou had to show him how.. haha.. i pity weihao.. he was raped by 2 men! hahas... back to the scene... the next scene is the giving birth scene.. i was one of the baby... i came out from serena tummy! hahas.. weihao give birth to fiora.. and joanne give birth to rubbish! and ming shen... after giving birth, he and fiora meet each other and started singing.. bcoz the r still babies and their singing sux, they were abandoned by their parents... the next scene was the disco scene.. hahas.. this is where im in also.. i was the dj... basically, those ppl who were dancing are all half robots and half human, so their movement are like robots la... den while dancing, fiora annd mingshen fall in love at first sight... and as they were romancing with each other, the bad guy (weeyou) came and took the box from fiora(if u had watch transformer u noe wat the box is)... fiora lost her consciousness.. hahas.. an there's a twist with the ending of the performance... in snow white, the prince charming would kiss snow white and she wakes up.. but in this case, mingshen took 2 BALLOONS! and smack her face! it was so funny.. the maincomm realli likes the part... hahas.. im glad! really glad... we ended the performance with our cute cute cheer.. hahas! the gal will have to act cute(which i think i seriously cant) and the guys will have to act sexy by lifting their shorts! hahas! it was really FUN!

after performance night, we had supper.. and then wash up and sleep.. i was really tired ah tat day.. hahas!!

third day/final day of the camp!
our PT was at the sports complex.. that's wen i had a huge discovery! i didnt noe that ming shen was born in 1987.. mayb bcoz he had the baby looks.. i tot the most he culd be is year 2! hahas! after PT, breakfast! the breakfast on that day was almost the same as the supper food.. but i hack care la.. juz eat the sandwiches till im real full.. haha.. den play games again.. this time, i tink we had really used up our energy on the performance night coz wen we play games, our reaction was real slow.. wen ivan join in, i have to say, he really wakes mii up and makes mii join in.. the fun part was the seno takinokutakinoku nokiki game.. i was in between kenneth annd weeyou.. and i was smack badly by wee you... okie.. it's painful.. hahas... but not so bad like how ivan smack fiora..

after that, i think it was the station games again.. this time non wet.. the fun station i had was the burst balloon station and nana station.. mhahas... oh ya forget to say.. wherever we had to split the team into 2, my teammates are mii, mingshen, weeyou, danny, ck, sharmayne and joyce... we realli rara! hahas!

after lunch was final clash.. i have no comment in this game.. i dunno why.. i had never like this game before.. this is the second time i had this game and till now i had not fall in love with it.. haiz.. really no comments.. the game was quite long.. and i develop further hatred towards someone.. hahas.. the guy is not in my group.. it juz tat i dislike this guy since week 0 orientation.. den i tot, i dunno him well.. so dun care la.. but wen we were in the same camp in TBC, i actually develop firther hatred.. haha.. no1 knew who is it la.. i dun tink i make it obvious.. hahas..

den comes the part to announce prize ceremony! hahas
best night performance - BUMBLE BEE! (it's my group! it's my group!)
best creativity - witwicky(final clash winner)
best spirited - iron hide (i think they display it well during final clash)
best cooperative - blackout
best empire - star scream

INTSC love to ta pao(stoke up like tat) ppl.. and the funniest part was wen the 2 pussy (golden pussy-marcus and black pussy-shawn) bite ah boon inner thigh.. hahas! so funny!

after tat, we had lil meet up, fare well by writing on cards.. and all.. den i went back home lor.. i was freaking tired that i took cab home.. it is also becoz the next day was the starting of fasting month.. time flies isnt it?

i love the sunshine cheer! haha.. lemme share it here...

u r my SUNshine, my only SUNshine
u make mii happie, wen sun are great
u never know dear, how much i love you
please dun take my sunshine away

REMIX!

u r my BUM BUM BUMble bee
my only BUM BUM BUMble bee
u make mii HAP HAP HAPpie
coz u r GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY!
u never know dear, how much i love you
please dun take my BUMBLE away!

9 sept

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since small i felt some sense of pity towards someone.. had respected him alot... despite that person taking my money, i kept quiet... but it had to end... it had tested my patience... in one week, i lost nearly 60 bucks... at first it was 10 buck... so i tot it was okie despite mii feeling kind of angry (coz tat person didnt tell mii tat he takes my money).. den yesterday, i realise i lost 40++ bucks... my temper had blasted and couldnt take it anymore... it's been years and character doesnt wanna change? fcuk it! i had decided not to ever trust tat person ever again... no matter wat will happen, i will never acknowledge tat i knew that person... i noe it might sounds absurd that it is juz 60 buck annd y make a big deal... but it wasnt the first time... and i dun wish to continue going thru this kind of incident ever again... so i had decided to put a stop to this... i was really pissed... i was able to control my emotion till the point where my mum starts making noise... hahas... but mums are still the best! she gave mii 50 buck then... hahas...

okie.. i wish to say this to someone i love.. hahas!
walking a thousand steps
walking a million steps
i am still walking in one spot
the reason why i cant leave here is because
i fear that you might come back once again

den... i wont be around for 3 days coz im going for the INTSC sub comm camp... actually, i have the samba camp also... but since intsc had approached mii first and i had agreed, i had to give up on my cca... hahas... im so sorrie to my dear cca mates, i am unable to join u guys in the camp! i hope to drop by to see u guys! must enjoy urself there okie! it's really sad! coz i realli like u guys! T^T

but im also looking forward for the INTSC sub comm camp coz there is where i belong! i love the pppl in IT skoool! hahas! IT OEI! hahas! now packing my stufff.. but gave up halfway coz there's so many things and i have littlle space in my bag! hahas! my toiletries took up 1/5 of the bag! haha

hmmmm.. wat else? i met my cousin earlier(the cousin whom i did not recognise while in secondary skool... and i had a tiff wif him in skool.. hahas! cant believe we are cousin!)

I GAIN WEIGHT! damn! hahas! but i wanna lose more during the fasting month? hahas! fasting month is next week! woohoo!(NOT)... hahas! coz at first can survive, but after 15 days, u can feel the pain of hunger man! hahas

and oh ya... im involve in terry fox run... need to report at 6.15 am at harbour front.. they say breakfast adn t-shirt will be provided... but SAD! i cant eat! coz it's the faasting month liao! hahas! I SHALL SEE THEM EAT THEN...

currently in love wif DBSK 'O' Sei Han Go!(japanese version) i even tried to memorise the song.. here is some of iit!

bokura wa ima motomereba dekiru
hold your hands hitotsu ni narou
yume wo kanaete mitasaretai you
what it just please yumee ko motte ikouyou!

and the second addictive song is GUILTY from G.O.D 7th album.. i love this certain part i will put translation also!

"Nal du saram modu saranghandanyo irom aandweyo
gurom nega jongmallo nappun jalmosul hangojyo
ije nukkyoyo mianheyo""

~~~translation~~~
"if you both love me, that's bad
Then i've really done a bad thing
I'm really sorry."

hahas! tat's all for now!