Photos! Photos! Photos!

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first thing first.. sorrie reliez.. i've been missing the outings!
1st outing - my cousin's wedding.. totally can't escape.. YUP!
2nd outing - i'm having ADER test at 7pm.. i tot it was 1hr.. but nope.. more than that..
3rd outing - i still got lesson till 1.45pm!!! sorrie again.. -_-'''
4th outing - countdown... i got plans with my frenss.. so sorrie.. T^T

so tat's wat happen.. so sorrie.. i juz got too many submission, test and other..
monday - ITPM submission and FI presentation.. haiz..
tuesday - ADER test.
wednesday - SA final PART 1 consultation + group proj meeting
thursday - holiday..
friday - ITPM group discussion for comm session
saturday - ITPM comm session..

1st WEEK SO HECTIC LIAO! haiz........

okie okie.. back to the main point... i couldnt upload photos from the previous post.. so sorrie.. but yeah.. i will upload all here..

first.. my b'day photos...
the celebration...
the little miss sunshine cake was the celebration at cerntury square with Jasmine Lim, Jasmine Chow, Huanyi and Joyce... isnt the cake cute?!

home celebration.. hahas.. with my nephew, faqif.. he's juz too cute.. and getting more naughty and clever now!birthday presents!
the baby eeyor is a gift from say haow.. chee meng gave mii choc!
the other bear, the brown dog, was the exchange christmas gift between mii, Huanyi and Jasmine Chow.. the white smaller dog, i bought myself one.. hahas.. collection..
yeah.. we all have the same dogs.. but diff colour.. and this is the shared b'day present from the class... SS501 photobook!!! it's nice!!!
and here are some shots that i love from the book.. i didnt take all.. hahas.. 501 picts.. all are soo good..
SS501!!!
my fav 3 member.. Kim Hyung Joon, Kim Hyun Joon, Kim Kyu Jong, respectively!
fav member! fav member! Kim Kyu Jong!!! he's CUTE and SHY..
Kim Hyung Joon.. he's juz too cool..
this necklace is designed by Kim Hyun Joong! he's sooo talented.. i want tat necklace too.. it's very nice!!! It contains his initials, treble clef and SS501~

and my fav couple! LETTUCE COUPLE! JOONGBO COUPLE..
sad that they had left.. but received good news!
in MBC Entertainment Award, they won the best couple!!! CONGRATS!
among all the picts, the left the page 501 empty.. it's for the buyer to put their own pict.. yes.. we're are ONE!

in addition to the SS501 book.. i bought the special mini album of SS501 subgroup - Triple S..
although, it's a sub group, due to Hyun Joong drama and Jung Min musical.. it's still GOOD!
here's the CD!

doesnt it looks cool?!
here's some pict in their CD booklet..

and here's the CD!
inside the pachage got 3 POSTER.. wow! it's super worth it!!!


with all the posters, picts and cds!
i'm lovin' it!!! =P

tmr is new year!!!
yeap.. counting down..

i hope the coming year would always be a better year for mii..
hope i get good intership company..
hope i can be happie always..
YEAH!!! =P
HAPPIE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENS!!!

EMO NO MORE!

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long long update again..
hahas.. i tend to update one time rather than everyday..
actually, wat gaves mii the idea of updating is......
RELIEZ! hahas.. wanna know wat's reliez? i will tell u soon.. so relax k!

i basket toot toot.. i was supposed to update my birthday event on the previous post..
i guess i was too sad to even remember...
yup! will update it now.. yes.. it's way long time ago!~ but WHO CARES?!

my bday! 5 DEC! yesh! remember it okie!!!
it wasnt the best birthdae i ever had.. seriously.. but i think i got the best CELEBRATION...
Y?! coz...
ITPM test 2 was scheduled on that evening... how suay isnt? yes.. VERY..
so instead of CELEBRATING my BDAY, i end up spending my time MUGGING..
den.. haiz.. sad to say...
THE TEST GOT CANCELLED! again... Y?!
coz there were missing pages on the test paper (FINE!) and the teacher make the mistakes by allowing us to continue to study for ANOTHER 20 mins.. OBVIOUSLY some ppl had already seen some of the questions rite.. so yeah.. the questions spread..
IN ORDeR TO MAINTAIN INTEGRITY, POSTPONED THE TEST LOR.. haiz..
there goes my b'day.. HOWEVER...
my good frens + Joyce celebrated my b'day together at CENTURY SQUARE...
had some dinner, a surprise cake (LIL MISS SUNSHINE! yeah.. thx!) and yeah GIFT..

i noe not many ppl contribute on my BDAY present..
i can say a HANDFUL.. thx for those who contribute and those who wishes mii..
but those who don't.. i'll take it tat u dunno or u dun care..
since my bday long past, i shall share my HONEST FEELING & TOTS...
frankly, i'm SUPER DUPER DISAPPOINTED.. HATE mii if u want..
but dear classmates, tat's how i feel..
and it seriously hurts mii alot emotionally..
i spend my bday eve crying badly.. cry in front of my BF.. he consoled mii again and again.. but one tot of the class, C183, at least 3 drops of TEARS rolled down my cheeks in less than 10seconds.. tat's how HURT it was..
it's not tat i asked for return.. seriously... but..
wen my contribution is not being appreciated.. i feel that I'M NOT appreciated either..
i dun care if anyone understand mii anot la.. but seriously...
I DUN FEEL the sense of EXISTENCE... I LOVE u GUYS for all the fun and laughter..
but it cant be helped at times.. FINE.. im selfish... tat's just mii..
im not materialistic type of person.. but care & concern is wat i asked for..
IS IT TOO MUCH for mii to ask for THAT?
forget it.. let's end it here...

my FAMILY celebrate my b'day along..
my MOM bought lots of my fav food for dinner.. i had great b'day presents from my brothers, MOM, BF and frens - cheemeng, say haow.. TAT's my life.. and i'll live my llife APPRECIATING THEM..

after my bday, it was a hectic week for MUGGING.. FI and SA.. these subjects are not easy.. definitely.. i hope i get GREAT results..

after exams obviously HOLIDAY!~ tat doesnt seems like holiday..
first week i spend it on OTCW.. it's my 2nd OTCW.. frankly, ii wasnt as excited as last year.. but, the results was BETTER than wat i TOT.. here is WHY...

FIRST DAY OF OTCW!
EMPIRE NAME: Reliez (how to PRONOUNCE? it's REALLY)
FAs: Gideon (ZILRA GL in FOW), Farhan (KOMEZ FA in OTC/FO), Claudine (1st time with her)
MAN! i almost felt like im an alien there! i keep regretting COMING!
but thanked god! i had frens like DARRELL, LARRY and DARREN to begin the camp..
without them, i would have felt weird..
i dunno much ppl there.. im the only one from FBI there..
ppl from KOMEZ was Larry, Yvonne and Aizat..
ppl from ZILRA was Grace and Darrell..
ppl from IIT was Desmond.. ++ Lin, Desmond and Edwin whom i juz got to know..
and DARREN, he's really frenly to mii even the first second i saw him.. he rox!
IMAGINE how MUCH i keep thinking WHETHER i make the RIGHT CHOICE by COMING..
but claudine was rite.. being there.. IM REALLY LUCKY..
im the few lucky ones who got in & i SHUD APPRECIATE the SPOT...
it IS a PRESTIGIOUS spot..
i got to know quite a number of ppl on DAY 1.. had dinner at MAC.. and went home to pack..

SO WAT IF WE GOT 4th on the 1st day?
2 MORE DAYS!! 2 MORE DAYS!! 2 MORE DAYS!!!~

2ND day..
if i regretted coming on DAY 1, why did i come on DAY 2...?
COZ the feeling of APPRECIATIVE overwhelmed the tots of regrets..
the ppl there appreciate mii even though i keep quiet on the 1st day..
tat's wat GEL us together.. LET's STICK more so that we will NEVER SPLIT..
yesh.. got scolded on the 2nd day, AGAIN..
actually, it's more like an inspirational talk.. but IT'S WORTH IT!
I didnt get much sleep on tat day..
i slept at 5-6 am.. and woke up at 7.30 am..
but i think, IT's WORTH IT!

SO WAT IF WE GET 4th ON THE 2ND DAY?!
1 MORE DAY! 1 MORE DAY!! 1 MORE DAY!!!~

3RD DAY!
i(or shud i say the whole empire) woke up like 1 hr earlier than the rest..
Y?! = to warm the empire up.. YESH! we were FIRST to DIE at FINAL CLASH..
Y?! = coz WE DISTURB THEIR SLEEP! coz WE DAMN NOISY EARLY IN THE MORNING! coz WE INTIMIDAE THEM EARLY IN THE MORNING!
isnt it something to be proud of?! hahas! YESSSSSSAR!

I REALLY CHIONG WET GAMES... CHIONG HUNT-GRY..
yesh.. i didnt LEAD.. BUT i think I PLAY an IMPT ROLE in being a FOLLOWER..
JUMP INTO THE FOUNTAIN.. BEING OPEN all the TIME..
RUN & RUN & RUN.. pay ATTENTION to others.. listen to other .. follow others..
HAVE FUN!! tat's wat i learn in MY 2ND OTC..

result TIME..
they ANNOUNCED 3rd and 4th position first..
and I TOT my EMPIRE will take the last position..
DEEP DOWN I DUN THINK WE WOULD BE LAST..
but thinking back, during FOC, i tot komez would never got LAST..
but we got LAST.. the feeling was too impactful tat i cld still remember it till now..
I TRIED NOT TO BE CONFIDENT.. and CHOOSE to believe tat we MIGHT be LAST..
afterall, SCORES does NOT matter to mii.. it's wat i take home tat MATTERS alot..

AND GUESS WAT! WE R NOT LAST!!!
& u noe wat I LOVE MOST BOUT MY EMPIRE...
the moment we KNEW tat WE WERE TOP 2! we are already CELEBRATING..
Y?! = coz WE'VE GONE UP! SCORES is a BONUS!!!
mii, knowing tat we were top 2, i feel a sense of RELIEF.. coz my EFFORT is PAID OFF...

SO WHAT IF WE R 4th IN THE FIRST 2 DAYS?!
WE GOT FIRST IN THE END!!! YESH!!!! 1ST!!! FIRST!!!
RELIEZ is the BEST EMPIRE!!!

i guess hunt-gry helped us alot.. with lots of MAIN COMM tasks, SKOOL tasks..
WE MADE IT! huntgry realli can make HUGE DIFFERENCE in SCORES..
wat's the SECRET in HUNTGRY?!
= SQUEEZE! SQUAT! LISTEN! DO IT!

being first, HELPS us TO BOND US better..
I COULD SEE IT.. we were too happie that we dun who is it..
we are sharing the same joy, happiness and satisfaction.. U GUYS ROX!
LET's BOND better with MORE OUTING AND MORE MORE OUTINGS!
IM GREEDY and I WAN TO CREATE HISTORY..
being FIRST in OTC.. FIRST IN FOW.. and FIRST in FOC...
of course, it's not like DIE DIE must get first..
my FRESHIE is my PRIORITY..
they had FUN, tat;s all tat matter.. SCORES are juz BONUS!
i dun wan RELIEZ to die.. I WAN RELIEZ to be REMEMBERED..
y?! = BCOZ WE ARE RELIEZ!

went home, sleep..
the next day.. GOD KNOWS how painful my body is..
my whole body is ACHING..
from my feet (stand) to my knee (injured in games) to my thigh (too much running) and body ache!
GO SEE DOCTOR, 3 days MC.. but USELESS.. hahas.. coz HOLIDAY.. kekekkee..
NO VOICE ~ SORE VOICE..
however, i dun regret it...
coz.. IT'S ALL WORTH IT!!!

now time to chiong projects and enjoy life!
will update more wif pictures soon!

it's been a while...

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demoralise? yes.. that's how i feel now...
i shudnt bottle up my feelings...

Dear __________

i dun noe how we end up to where we are now...
i dun know what actually happen causing us to be this way...
not knowing the start and future, it drives mii crazy.. i cant stop thinking...

u noe how much i treasure those things...
u noe how much i like being around with you...
but wat had actually happen to us?
where's the mistake?

y makes mii give up the things i like?
y makes mii give up after all the sacrifices i've made?
the tears.. the sweat.. the blood.. all gone for nothing?
wat had really happened to us??

I even tried to hate u...
I even tried to hate those things...
I even tried to hate those moments...
but.. a short moment called memories makes mii miserable...

I was concerned about your work...
I was concerned about your health...
I couldn't forget your birthday...
I couldn't forget how we first met...
and how things changes our life... our interception point...

i want to continue to hate you..
i want to continue to forget you..
i want to continue to erase those memories of us...
i want to continue to................

thanks for all the moments..
but i'm gonna release it all... forget it alll..
i hope we never meet again.. although i noe the possibility is HIGH...
but yeah.. i really hope we never meet again...

apart from the above person.. another problem surrounds mii..
it has been a while since i felt this sad...
maybe bcoz i tend to keep things to myself, and it hurts mii more..

wherever i see certain ppl, wherever i think of that certain ppl...
i cant help it but to cry it out..
but even wen i was about to cry it out loud, i hold back those tears...
it's painful.. very painful...
i guess im still the weak Hariyani..

the weak Hariyani who always cry alone...
the weak Hariyani who always cry in the dark...
the weak Hariyani who always cry in her sleep...
the weak Hariyani who always cry in the bathroom...
the weak Hariyani who always cry in the heavy rain...

for a moment, just for a moment...
i had forgotten that I'm a weak gal to begin with...

does the problem lies within mii?
can i change for the better? i dunno..

i hope i have the strength to move on..
and for now, i need the strength to study..
and the strength to forget about my problems now...

SS501 PhotoBook!!!

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tears almost fall from my eyes!
I WANT SS501 PHOTOBOOK BADLY!
see the price and u will understand why i feel like CRYING!
it's almost SGD100!!!
I WISH I COULD BUY IT!
but haiz... now not working part time...
the photobook is filled with 501 pages + 1 DVD (Eng Sub)
DONT U THINK IT'S WORTH IT?
i realli realli wants it badly!!!
CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

well.. apart from that...
i've been telling myself to update the blog!
but nope! i didnt..
3 more days and it's like almost 1 month i didnt update...
let's slowly update things..

i'm not posting joongbo caps anymore..
coz i totally got no time...
and sad news is...
JOONGBO couple are leaving in mid-dec!
I'M SOOOOO SAD!!!

hyun joong is filming Hana Yori Dango now..
chances of seeing him often is slim...
but i'll wait patiently for dec, when the drama is out...

i went chalet recently..
errr, last week i think...
Sat, went Escape Theme Park...
and ended up playing with 2 boys..
Pri 6.. one is andrew.. the other i forgot... keke
Sun, went Wild Wild Wet..
played wif my nieces and nephews (cousin's)
realli tired entertaining them..
but it's fun after all.. hahas
imagine..
what a tiring weekend..
and now, im tanned...

now.. project due-ing non-stop...
tests and quizes one after another..
haiz.. wat a life...

other than tat i guess nothing much already..
i wan to upload picts..
but im too tired to do so..
so spare mii this time...

at the same time
i realli hope i could grab SS501 photobook
and Triple S album...

Birthdae coming up...
Hari Raya Haji coming up...
Christmas coming up...

it's gonna be a blessed month ahead!

New Water Bottle!!!

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after adidas bottle.. my brother gave mii a new water bottle..hahas..
now im like water bottle collector..
my bro says it's the latest bottle in nike stores...
but.. colour... haiz...
i dun realli like the colour... but the design is nice!!!
niwaes.. shud be grateful!
last sunday...
the guys from E4Commitment [malays]
went for an Hari Raya Outing...
didnt invite mii?! hahas
so they dropped by my house...
it's great seeing ur guys again!
wah.. realli miss u all..
it's been sometime isnt it?
thee peeps are
Din, Naz fren, Ardy, Nazirul & Sobir...

goodness, i've always seen naz fren & i think we hang out few times b4...
but i still dunno his name.. gomen!

hmmm..
skool starts.. & assignments are piling...
ITPM, SA, ADER, FI & CMSK2...
thanked god no CDS...
it's gonna be a TOUGH TERM...
PERSEVERANCE & HARDWORK is needed...
so JIAYOU, GAMBATE, HWAITING to mii...
hahas..

FI is booooring!
second lecture to make mii SLEEPY!
the first was ADER btw.. hahas..
this pict shall depicts how bored i am...

after FI, thursday...
i went to my aunt's house.. hahas...
mii & my nieces, Natasha & Farisha
end up playing Monopoly... JUNIOR...hahas..
faqif caught stealing our money... lolz
naughty naughty boy...
i slack the whole FRIDAY...
hahas.. since it's no skool day to mii...
hahas.. TGIF!!!

manage to sort my notes for this semester..
take a look at it...
5 subjects = 5 colour = 9 files
sian...
on wed...
the C186 gals aka Phei's clique..
celebrate Phei's belated b'day & Tat's advance b'day..
they saw mii passing by & called mii over..
thanks guys! =P
hahas... here's some shot to share...

loOk at the mess they did!!!

to end off this post...
had a few things to share...
the difference between FATE & DESTINY..
i used to like it...
but then.. without mii realising it...
i'd forgotten bout it...
i would like to be constantly reminded...
the difference between it...

fate is like a stone being thrown to ur back...
destiny is like a stone being thrown right in front of ur face...
fate is unavoidable coz u cant see it...
BUT
destiny is unavoidable even if u see it...

last but not least...
i'll quote some words from Love Marriage...

there is a beautiful love
bcoz 2 people deeply in love are together
there is such a beautiful love
even if you're alone

there are things you can't see
bcoz it's too close to you
there are things you can finally see
after being alone

we need to be with someone
BUT
we also need a time to date ourself...

Super Long Update!

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hospital is soooooooooooooooo boring..
so is treatment.. so is therapy.. so is dressing...
going back and fro hospital & polyclinic is tiresome....

okie dokie... while im super bored in ward.. so i did 3D-puzzle!

damn cool la.. but it took mii 1-2 days to figure out how to start and solve it!!!
see! it's a 4-leaf clover...

den... leave all that behind for now...
before hospitalisation..
i cleared all my poly notes...
take a look at the pile of notes!!!
for semester 2.1

semester 1.1 & 1.2

on wednesday, 15 Oct..
Happie Birthday Pheiyani...
sorrie to miss it..

i went for Hari Raya outing!
with my zilra-ians + sarina + ain
zilra-ians - Zakiah, Amalina, Shah & Hanafi..
salleh cudn't make it...

last year..
it was fun but not so much ar...
coz i dunno sarina and ain..
so, there's awkwardness at first..
but this year...
the moment they stepped into my house...
all HYPER like mad...
im still waitin for picts from Shah, Hanafi & Zakiah..
hahas..
but i got 2 picts that i took from my phone onli..
so i'll post it here..
the rest i'll post it later...


by the time i reach the last house - amalina's
i was feeling sick already...
i cudnt eat anymore...
can drink only...
i even vomitted wen hailing a cab!!!
but seriously!
i had sooo much fun!!
i realli love these ppl...
let's have lunch every week okie!!
and yeah.. overseas outing too! -)

On Friday, 17 Oct..
i went for Semester Briefing in the morning...
it was really disappointing to see the number of ppl attend...
it reflects badly on the class & mii myself as a class rep...
maybe, im really not so capable after all..

i appreciate the ppl tat replied mii back for not being able to make it..
thanks.. at least i have a reason to cover u guys up...
im glad there's at least one person that was able to make it to the top 10!
congrats Alvin!
and for those who scores distinction for subjects!
congrats to u guys too!

Japan Study Trip...
wah.. it's really attractive..
seriously, i realli feel like going..
hmm.. i dunno la.. see first...
at least till i get better?
but i think going for the Cambodia trip would be more meaningful...

i've always wanted to help out needy ppl...
but cant these trip be FREE? lols

and yeah.. Peer Tutoring...
the tot of it.. there's pros & cons rite?
damn... im speechless..

school starting soon!
in fact in 2 days time!
TTTT^^TTTT

den go home...
i guess nowadays i rarely go out..
so the moment i reach out..
I KNOCK OUT!
BUT IM SUPPOSE TO MEET ERNEST, SAY HAOW & JULIAN!!

say haow gave a mii a [WAKE UP] call...
and it was too late for mii..
but i juz gotta rush there...
afterall,
Ernest will be coming later coz he finish work at 5.30pm
and Julian would be later too due to skool..

so i met Say Haow at Tampines MRT at 6pm?
we walked around.. make big rounds for nothing...
and finally decided to rest at the library...
the moment we entered the library,
Ernest called saying that he'd reached
& will be waiting at Mac..

so we quickly rush to see him..
and he itchily went out for awhile!
while waiting for him to come back TM,
we called Julian juz to find out he's at HOME...
-_-''' SLEEPING!!!

skip the details on how we manage to met Julian...
so we straight away go to Ramen Ten!!!
coz we feel like eating Jap food..hahas
i like the lady that serve us...
she shud serve at the hotel...
she's good!

[PICT ALERT]
the moment Ernest meets Julian..
man! they go crazy!
maybe once the A level ppl finish exams..
we will call Kenny & Roshan..
den the J.E.R.K will be united after 2 yrs.. hahas...


i dunno y..
but these 3 guys.. ordered the same drink..
at first, onli ernest..
but the moment the staff says tat he made a good choice...
the others tag along!!!
GREEN TEA SODA FLOAT... -_-'''
and i'm the onli one wif Mango Soda...

Ernest enjoying his drink so MUCH!

i love my set sooo much...
got my fav teriyaki chicken!
plus sushi!
the egg tofu is good too!

ernest's food...
tomyun chicken ramen...
julian's food..
i dunno wat it is... hahas..
lastly, say haow's food..
looks good rite?

posing wif food!
Julian is a bad photographer..
coz he took mii & not the food.. -_-'''
ernest tagging along!
eat eat.. laugh laugh...
my most embarassing moment is wen I'm caught being JEALOUS!
lols.. stupid Ernest.. stupid Say Haow! lols

and Julian.. just cant stop being clumsy..
how could u recall all those funny moments in Sec Sch?!!!
hahas..

A Maths class, Chemistry class, Biology class..
damn fun... those who sit at the back confirm do stupid things.. lols..
Ahmad, Ardy, Sobir, DeRen, James, Fatin, Sobir, Kelly, Franky...
we mentioned almost everyone in the class...
i realli pity the teachers.. hahas..
Than Jor Lan, Tracy Bok, Chang Ching...
cant forget those times!

this is how they look wen they're FULL! hahas

we sat too long at ramen ten & decided to go somewhere else
where all of us can tok and chat more!
lols.. i miss Julian's jokes!
so we end up at Hans... for deserts...
ernest's choc oreo mint...
my walnut mocha.. =)
julian had the same one as mii while say haow ate eclaire instead...
they ate so fast tat i didnt get the chance to take theirs..
oh ya... among the 4 of us...
no matter how slow we eat...
there's a sequence on who will finish first...

1st: Tan Say Haow
2nd: Julian Liew
3rd: Ernest Quek
4th: Hariyani Haron

lols.. im always the slowest...

the inseparable alien and duck...
talk talk talk.. den ernest took out his water bottle!
ARGH!!! i just bought tat bottle!!!
i bought it wif chee meng & say haow...
i was planning to use it wen skool open!
i havent even open it's packaging!
hahas.. wat a fate.. lolz...

julian the alien!
dumb julian likes to give ppl nicknames!
like ernest is quack, amirah is amoeba, syakira is shark & i'm BARNEY?!
lols

den going home liao!
since haow live at woodlands, must catch train early!!
this wat happen wen the gal is the onli one interested in taking photo...

julian the bad photographer again!
in train liao! hahas...
retarded ernest... lolz
we shud go out more often!!! lols
Ernest still owe mii 2 pokes!
i wish time were longer so we could laugh more..

Saturday, 18 Oct..
my cousin came to visit mii!
argh.. my latest nephew is too cute...
can u believe it.. he's less than 8 mths old!
and yet this big?!!
cute rite? i realli feel like biting his cheek!!
lols..

tat's for now..
i'll be updating further on joongbo caps? maybe..
i think since skool starting..
i might not do so already...
coz many r doing the same things as mii..
in fact, some r even faster..
see first bah.. hahas.. =P