my lucky star

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WIKI description..
Like the boy who cried wolf, Xia Zhi Xing had lied one too many times. So when she did tell the truth, nobody believed her except for the most unlikely person, Zhong Tian Qi, a runaway young master of a jewelry empire. His belief in her inspired her to become a real jewelry designer instead of a lying, scheming jewelry con artist. In the process, she taught him the real value of jewels that he is destined to inherit.

My Description
Xia Zhi Xing is played by Yoo Ha Na(a korean) together wif Zhong Tian Qi played Jimmy Lin. Xia Zhi Xing had great ability in lying. She always tell lies to the point nobody can believes her. But deep inside, Ah Xing is a nice, passionate in love and soft person. She went to jail to cover up for her bf at that time(played by YuRong of 183 club).. she was sentenced for 2 yrs of jail but thankx to her great ability in lying, she escape 1 year faster.. as a passionate lover, the moment she exit the jail, she went to buy something nice and expensive for her bf without knowing that he had married someone and getting a child soon.. but at that time, she met Tian Qi for the third time. The first incident was when Tian Qi stopped her and she got caught by police(1 yr ago) and the second time was at the toilet on the same day she was release from jail.. Tian Qi was running away after taking something precious from E Shine Company and bump onto Ah Xing.. Ah Xing misunderstood him and tot he was a theft.. both of them were handcuffed together but manage to escape.. stuck together wif the handcuff, they went thru a 'ice breaking' session.. Ah Xing was looking for her bf juz to realise that he was married right after she went to jail and expecting a child soon.. ah xing then approach her bf house to see her bf and his pregnant wife.. while confronting her bf, his wife gets the call of giving birth and TQ offers to drive them to the hospital.. despite knowin that the pregnant lady had stolen her bf away, she gladly donated her blood to her during delivery.. and once the delivery was over, she confronted her bf again and end up changing her story.. instead of asking why he left her, she said that she came to meet him to introduce her new bf which is TQ(obvious it fake).. seeing how nice Ah Xing is, TQ choose to play along.. after that, TQ scolded Ah Xing for beiing stupid and she told him that she grew up without parent, and she cant bear to see the baby live without her parents either...

series of events happen wen TQ came to her hometown causing the relationship to get better.. both of them are falling for each other but TQ was in a state of denial bcoz she her ex gf got engage to his elder brother.. and still love his ex gf name Ou Ya Rou.. Ou Ya Rou love TQ but she getting engage to TQ's brother(Tian Jun played by Leon Jay Williams) due to wealth.. OYR make use of TQ feelings alot of time causing to change his heart and accept ah xing.. they went thru lots of sweet incidents and also sad incident.. ah xing only knew that TQ is the second young master to E Shine after some time of dating.. and the next day, the newspaper publishes that they are having an affair.. TQ's father, who had strong principles(lame rich asses principles) and had never been on good term wif TQ, opposes their relationship.. do his best to separate both of the to the point where TQ declare to severe all ties wif the Zhongs family.. TQ was pushed to the corner trying to make the best of their life.. he even end up working in the ocnstruction site and all.. there is an incident where he had to race in order to raise a hefty some of money.. causing him to badly injured hi right hand.. seeing how TQ had to suffer for her, and left wif no choice to save her ex bf baby, she left TQ for a some of money.. the baby(nini) needed a heart transplant.. ah xing ex bf tried to raisse the sum but end up getting caught in the jail.. TQ stand strong and claimed that ah xing wun betrayed his love.. but it changes wen TJ died while trying to patch the 2 of them.. THIS incident separates them for as long as 5 yrs.. TQ develops deep hatreds toward ah xing in those 5 yrs claiming that ah xing left his brother in the car till he died, betrayed his love for money and the caused of his bro and dad death.. wif his bro and dad death, he became an orphan.. and in those 5 yrs, he lives in hatred..

after that 5 yrs, another great plot came in... TQ half brother whom both of them didnt know of came in the picture.. Han Zhi Yi is a popular actor.. ah xing god daughter(nini) caused HZY and ah xing to meet.. and thx to this incident, TQ manages to meet ah xing again.. he causes her to went thru some revenge series of events due to his hatred towrds her.. but least did hee expect that it makes him waver more to her.. TQ changes in those 5 yrs.. from lively, passionate and mischievious guy to a cold and strict guy.. his attitude change too.. causing the both of them had LOTS of difficulty to clear all the misunderstanding tht had been hanging for 5 LONG YEARS! HZY falls for ah xing too.. no doubt, HZY and TQ has the same character.. always end up wif either deep hatred or passionate love.. would do anything for the women they love, would do anything to destroy the person they HATE.. and no doubt, they also fall for the same women.. but ah xing and TQ are destined lovers and not a single persn can separate them.. it took a very long time for the misunderstanding to be cleared..

this drama shows a time line of around 7 years.. TQ and ah xing met in a unfortunate way.. one year later, she was release from the jail.. den the 5 yrs of separation.. TQ show great style in this character.. from hairstyle to clothings.. he protrays it well.. and im falling for him.. i love his passionate character buut hate his stupid misunderstanding character and yet i cant blame him for being stupid.. hahas.. ah xing has the style of song hye gyo (the female lead of full house).. her style is exactly the same as the Korean drama full house.. she even looks like song hye gyo at times.. hahas..and it's nice.. TJ portrays the hardworking GM and loving brother who had always supported TQ.. he's also a forgiving and passionate lover.. OYR - i HATE her TO THE CORE! she's the chief of most evil in this drama and yet she survived till the last EPISODE! HZY the cool guy of this drama.. he was like the benefactor to ahxing and TQ.. he helped both of them patch up.. help TQ wen E Shine was in crisis and had kept his personal feeling such as he knew his father and fall for ah xing and yet cant get her and all.. he came in after TJ death.. he's like an angel in disguise! hahas..

u SHUD watch this drama.. after one litre of tears and stairways to heaven, the drama is rated to be one of the top dramas that makes mii sob terribly.. the first half of the episode is tears wrecking! and yeah.. others too.. but it shows great passion, commitment, love, comedy and all.. it was REALLY great! shud watch.. i give 2 thumbs up and 2 toes up! hahas.. okie okie.. i go watch HANA KIMI JAPAN last episode.. i wonder wat gonna happen.. hana kimi japan and taiwan is different.. coz. diff to explain.. japan version is nicer but i wish to have the taiwan characters.. i love wu zhun! they shud have a KOREAN version! hahas..

Great Quotes from My Lucky Star
TQ : The star I wanted is on YOU
TQ : HATRED - sometimes makes it easier to remember a person
TQ : True love can never be shattered
ZX : Staying on with the person who had betrayed me, there will only be one possibility for me - PAIN but by leaving that person, my life will have ten thousand possibilities.
ZX : True love can't be cleaved into parts because at the center of love is the heart. If the heart is cleaved into two, the person will die.

29 sept

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hmmm.. i'll be writing 2 post.. one is the update of my life - which i'll write briefly.. and another would be the my thoughts and feelings on a drama that i had finish last nite..

27 sept is kind of crazy.. i had 2 gathering at the same day.. it was the INTSC Bumble Bee gathering and the other is my own class chalet.. i was thinking, since my class chalet is like 3 days, i shud attend bumble bee gathering first den proceed to the chalet.. and that's wat i did.. i went to meet up wif my bumbees at plaza singapura at 2pm... unfortunately, hahas, the FAs and main comm(Marcus, Darren, Shawn, Coburn) who claimed that they cant wait for us if we are late, end up comig 30 mins late.. hahas... but okie la.. we went to watch a movie called The Nannies Diary which is a bit lame but quite nice.. it has an interesting storyline.. i love the starting on how they started the movie and also how they ennd the movie too.. hahas.. and one thing for sure, it's funny.. hahas.. after that we went to play the arcade, coz we are eating time while waiting for veggie to come.. as veggie(ivan) is a vegetarian, so we had to be creful in wat restaurant to eat.. however, he end up not eating wif us so as we wun have much problem in looking a place to eat.. arent he considerate.. and before i continue juz a reminder, im fasting, so i didnt eat wif them.. the moment my bumbees entered the restaurant to eat, i left.. and i really left in the hope of joining my class chalet.. but somehow, i felt half hearted to go.. i called jasmine and tok to her(that was one few rare moments where i would actually called someone wen im on the train).. after that, i still couldnt make a decision.. and dcided to call say haow for advice.. but GUESS wat.. he didnt pick up my call.. i was so sad coz i felt that i was at my wit ends and couldnt make a single decision.. and sth happen that make mii felt that i shud give a miss on that day and go on the next day... which is.. is started rainng heavily at kallang.. hahas.. so i end up at HOME.. after reaching my void deck, i went to take letters in my letter box.. dunno wat happen, the next second, i realise that im on the floor lying wet on my back.. i fell down.. hahas.. it was slightly embarassing but wat really matters is that i SPRAINED my ankle.. so i make my way home limping.. hahas.. after breaking fast, i started watching a drama called my lucky star and manage to cover 5 episodes for the night...

as early as 6am, i start my drama againn.. hahas.. knowing that i wan to finish the drama by that very day, which also mean i have to finish 15 epi = 15 hrs.. y i wan to finish it on the very day? coz i sprained my ankle and was like abit hopeless.. so might as well watch the drama till end.. somemore, the drama is like so nice.. hahas.. my mum says, no going out for u.. whicn also mean ic ant attend my class chalet in the end.. i ws kind of sad.. but yeah, i felt i had no choice also.. i wasnt walking smoothly.. den in the evening, i was helping my bro in buying food.. in fact, it is the other way round.. i was limping, so he says he would help mii buy but he dunno wher to shop.. so i accompny him lor.. on the way home, i was hit by a van.. while crossing the road, i stand behind a van that park at the roadside.. how am i supposed to know that the van is reversing, there's no warning lights or anything.. i was like 1 cm away from the van la.. so the van bang mii.. wif my limping legs, i couldnt avoid much but to fall AGAIN.. i had few scratches and some SHOCK.. for a moment i tot i would end up in some HOSPITAL.. hahas.. den proceed home again.. damn that van, the driver probably didnt even realise that it had hit mii man.. PISSED.. hahas..

so that's all for post.. next will be my review on 'The Lucky Star'

19 sept

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today there is a TBC gathering at sentosa.. at first, i had to meet say haow.. so i told them i cant make it.. den say haow cancelled it at the very last minute.. so in the end, i sit at home and slack lor.. so sad.. i realli wanted to meet them again!

it took mii some time to come here and update my blog... okie... so here it is.. i wanna share my camp experience...

INTSC Team Bonding Camp 07/08 was a huge success! thx to everyone who came!
my group is called Bumble Bee! the theme of the camp is transformers so that's why mine was the yellow Bumble Bee! hahas! other groups are called Star Scream, WitWicky, Blackout and lastly iron Hide.. i really love this kind of camp coz the ppl who came are all the rara ppl... it consist of all different courses in IT and also includes the juniors and seniors.. and of course, us freshies! haha!

details about my group! my group consists of 14 ppl... equal number of male and females... they are...
Females - Hariyani, Joanne, Sharmayne, Joyce, Fiora, Selena and BaoLin
Males - MingShen, WeeYou, WeiHao, CK, JX, Danny and Kenneth
our beloved facilitators would be the cute dawn and veggie ivan! hahas

First day of the camp!
as usual, the first thing when u go for camp r registeration/administration... hahas... i waited for jolene before entering the LT4... waited for her to do the registration den i realise im in the same team as joanne... i noe joanne is from the same year and course and mii and she's in C186 but i've never realli tok to her.. thx to the camp, i knew her more... hahas! i wish for a FBI camp nnow! lols... den as we entered LT4, transformer movie was being shown on the projector... i've watch it liao, but to watch it again, looks super cool! hahas!
den as the administration is almost settled, the main comm team entered and we sit according to our empire... den simple introduction from there and we are lead to the IT concourse for ice breaking games... den one of my favourite part comes, that is the cheer part and also flag drawing... i suggested my bounce cheer, which i had always wish for... and for the first time in my entire life, i had volunteered to do the flag... sharmayne is a pro sketcher.. so she sketch everything... she only likes to sketch... and i can see that.. haha.. she sketch out the bumble bee robot, the bee and the car.. the robot is really nice... and i love to do the colouring... and i do the wording too.. u noe la, i love to scribble names here and there so i was like using the design to do so... and im proud of it la.. coz, it's realli original.. ming shen praise mii that im a good colourer.. haha... im pleased with that... i mean seriously, if u use oil crayons, u shud really color and press hard... haha... i love the flag as a whole.. midway doing, mingshen came and help out... he's nice... and i had backache will doing the colouring... seriously, the 3 of us are realli proud of the flag... and we were first! our flag was the best flag! the moment they announce it, the 3 of us couldnt help it but to scream out loud! happiness... we high 5 each other... i was even thinking of hugging la.. but too happie for wad? hahas... den the cheer... since i was doing the flag, i didnt manage to noe most part of the cheer... so for the cheering competition, i dun really manage to use out my voice.. but we are not bad! hahas! one thing i realise bout bumble bee, we rarely wan to cheer out loud and compete with other empire but we are super united... wen we are doing games and all, we can realli outshine out team bonding... tat's wat makes bumble bee super special to mii.. hahas....
at the beginning, got to say not much group is cheering.. but blackout is the first team to make the most noise.. thx to chang yong and ah boon! hahas! after the cheering and flag making, it was the prince and princess competition... the twist to it is that, the guy will be the princess and the gal will be the prince.. the ppl that represent my group was joanne and mingshen... haha! soo funny... our theme were chinese and got to say the vid was kind of disgusting and awkward but my teammates juz rox... they make mii crack like hell... and of course, cant forget the crazy woman - jolene... she did the girly man video... hahas!

Princes and Princesses
for starscream(jolene) perf link -
for bumble bee(my group) perf link -
for blackout(ah boon) perf link -
for iron hide perf link -
missing of one team which is the witwicky one.. i cant find it.. but check the others yeah! haha!

after the prince and princess, we had dinner.. after that we had nightwalk...hahas.. nightwalk, not so fun.. i like the idea behind it.. but the thing is we are split into 3 per group.. i would prefer more in a group or the whole group go together... but it's okie la.. while waiting for others doing the nightwalk, we watch saw.. haha.. we ended quite late ar.. and i slept late too.. but it's camp afterall...
i love the supper... the supper was the best supper i ever had during a camp...

Second day of the camp!
early in the morning, i was showering alone.. the actual plan was to shower together wif sharmayne and joyce, but they say i was sleepinng so soundly and they do not wan to wake mii up.. my story is tat, i woke up earlier but i wen i see them still sleeping, i tot of sleeping some more.. but i ennd up overslept.. i was sad la... actually panic.. buut it's okie...
den.. it was raining in the morning! i was so happie.. coz, the morning PT wun be so tough like running la.. haha.. we end up doing the most easy PT i ever had in my entire life.. which is the "Spare me my life" exercise... check out the vid.. it's funny, stupid and lame but it's fun!
link -
what next after PT? it's the breakfast! breakfast was at the sports complex... while queueing for the food i saw, sebastian(my classmate!).. haha.. i think he was on his way to his dragon boat training... while eating, lots of us was actually looking at the dragon boat ppl.. haha.. especially the gals.. i love muscular guys... hahas... if only... lols... den we slack - play games... the interesting part of the games is... actually, they are all old games but the fun part is the smacking part... regardless of gender, we have to smack the person who make mistakes in the games... mr ivan is the person who makes the game super fun.. wanna noe why? coz he smack super hard... he loves to smack fiora.. and seriously, smack her coz by the end of the 3 days camp, there way internal bleeding mark on both her thigh... the first day was her left thigh, second day was her head.. actually a ball accidentally hit her head.. den on the last day, after breakfast also, we had the same game...and she was smack on the right side... morale of the camp, do not sit beside ivan wen playing games... hahas... after that, we went back to the IT concourse and do the TP mass dance.. not only that, we also get the chance to learn the IT mass dance.. got to say, i still havent catch up with the IT mass dance... but as time flies, i will learn some more.. it was fun la... seriously, i always sweat wen i do the mass dance.. hahas.. this is more tiring than the morning PT man.. hahas... after the mass dance, mii and the rest slack outside LT 4 of level 4.. we were actually discussing bout our performance nite.. haha.. got to say, we were all super excited.. especially the gals.. some of the gals did not sleep and start thinking of the performance nite plot.. and we were told, in order to win, u must insert LOTS of PORN! hahas! funny.. but our theme is Transformer.. so must add the transformer element in...

we had a lil free time in between and we played some games.. together wif the FAs, we split ourselves into groups of 8.. and we played some games.. i den realise that by splittin the team into 2, the games was more fun... tat was the most fun moment i had while playing games.. the games are normal games.. seriously.. it was the tititititiu game, the hand game and all.. it's really nnormal games.. or mayb becoz im in the mroe fun group..? my group consists of mii, mingshen, ivan, jx, ck, fiora, sharmayne and joyce... at first, it was quite boring till the point we suggested that we should sit alternate guys n gals.. haha.. i end up sitting in between jx and mingshen... mingshen was SUPER funny @ one part till the point i couldnt concentrate on the game and keep on laughing.. ivan was like saying to mii "wei wei! she was laughing all the way and keep making mistake, y u all never smacks her! hahas!" hahas.. mingshen and jx is nice coz they didnt smack mii that much! hahas!

den we had mini directors cup.. at first we had to play all - which is the captain ball, basketball and street soccer.. i was involved in the captain ball match and so i didnt wan to play street soccer... den for basketball, i juz play simple simple at the second court.. hahas... den wen we are deciding on wat games u wan to represent, i went to choose captain ball... wee were complete at that time till the point where fiora suddenly comes into the team.. den wen i think again, mayb i shud let her play la, afterall, got lots of guys, that would make it easy for her... so i decided to back out.. den i had no choice but to choose between street soccer annd basketball... den wen i tot of street soccer, i was kind of sian of it liao... so i took basketball.. so my basketball team was made of mii, joanne, weeyou and kenneth.. we had 4 match... 2 win 2 lose... hahas... weeyou was so cool wen he play basketball.. seriously.. he super pro man.. kenneth is not bad also.. thx to them for all the shots man.. hahas... got to say that the other team actually gave way to my team coz got 2 gals.. hahas.. im glad la.. but i feel sorriie also.. on one of the match, we only had 1 minute left.. den we decide to like bounce and bounce the ball till the whistle blown.. at the same moment, our score was the same.. but i dunno wat happen den suddenly weeyou passed the ball to mii.. i panic for a moment.. annd then i juz anyhow go shoot! haha! i score! i was super happie la! especially wen yuan long says, nice shot! haha! super happie! hhas! super tyco!

okie.. den before dinner and performance.. we had the water games station.. got to say, it's very fun.. first station it was yuanlong station(minesweeper)... i kena wet! the best part of this station is... we threw the whole bucket of water to yuan long.. together wif his phone in his pocket... haha.. den it was the musical chair station(nicholas).. hahas.. the twist of it is that winner gets wet instead of the loser.. and i was one of the loser and the first gal to join the loser... hahas.. den also fun part of this station is that.. we play wif flour.. i was running away from nicholas but then my slippers slip and in the end kena flour! thx nicholas.. thx alot! hahas! but it was fun! but got to say nicholas kena flour badly! haha! den i think the next station was the maryam station.. i get real dirty there! by all the soap water, flour and water.. hahas! it was fun coz we created a cheer for maryam... hahas.. and maryam love us lots! our second last station was the polo sweet station.. a bit gross actually but it was alright overall.. i became abit hyper lei.. coz after mingshen(thee last guy) manages to get the sweet, i ran on the grass following him doing the last task and cheer for him ! hahas... den we manage to do the last station which is nana station which is at the amphitheatre.. it was disgusting - abit... coz of the part where we have to gt the ping pong ball which in inside a pool of flour.. the taste of flour is super funny la.. hahas!

den it was the last dinner.. the last dinner was great.. and then we quickyly rehearse for the performance nite!

the story of our performance nite... the first scene was mama(weihao) & papa(jx) meet... how? mama was attacked and papa saved him... wen mama was attacked he sang and dance to "save me my life"! and then mama propose to papa... the funny part of it wen they do sex... doggy style... the effect was really exaggerated! hahas! the funnier part is behind the scene... wen the scene was going on, all of us were busy laughing like hell until we drop to the floor.. wen we rehearse also, jx confesses he had never watch porn before! hahas.. until weeyou had to show him how.. haha.. i pity weihao.. he was raped by 2 men! hahas... back to the scene... the next scene is the giving birth scene.. i was one of the baby... i came out from serena tummy! hahas.. weihao give birth to fiora.. and joanne give birth to rubbish! and ming shen... after giving birth, he and fiora meet each other and started singing.. bcoz the r still babies and their singing sux, they were abandoned by their parents... the next scene was the disco scene.. hahas.. this is where im in also.. i was the dj... basically, those ppl who were dancing are all half robots and half human, so their movement are like robots la... den while dancing, fiora annd mingshen fall in love at first sight... and as they were romancing with each other, the bad guy (weeyou) came and took the box from fiora(if u had watch transformer u noe wat the box is)... fiora lost her consciousness.. hahas.. an there's a twist with the ending of the performance... in snow white, the prince charming would kiss snow white and she wakes up.. but in this case, mingshen took 2 BALLOONS! and smack her face! it was so funny.. the maincomm realli likes the part... hahas.. im glad! really glad... we ended the performance with our cute cute cheer.. hahas! the gal will have to act cute(which i think i seriously cant) and the guys will have to act sexy by lifting their shorts! hahas! it was really FUN!

after performance night, we had supper.. and then wash up and sleep.. i was really tired ah tat day.. hahas!!

third day/final day of the camp!
our PT was at the sports complex.. that's wen i had a huge discovery! i didnt noe that ming shen was born in 1987.. mayb bcoz he had the baby looks.. i tot the most he culd be is year 2! hahas! after PT, breakfast! the breakfast on that day was almost the same as the supper food.. but i hack care la.. juz eat the sandwiches till im real full.. haha.. den play games again.. this time, i tink we had really used up our energy on the performance night coz wen we play games, our reaction was real slow.. wen ivan join in, i have to say, he really wakes mii up and makes mii join in.. the fun part was the seno takinokutakinoku nokiki game.. i was in between kenneth annd weeyou.. and i was smack badly by wee you... okie.. it's painful.. hahas... but not so bad like how ivan smack fiora..

after that, i think it was the station games again.. this time non wet.. the fun station i had was the burst balloon station and nana station.. mhahas... oh ya forget to say.. wherever we had to split the team into 2, my teammates are mii, mingshen, weeyou, danny, ck, sharmayne and joyce... we realli rara! hahas!

after lunch was final clash.. i have no comment in this game.. i dunno why.. i had never like this game before.. this is the second time i had this game and till now i had not fall in love with it.. haiz.. really no comments.. the game was quite long.. and i develop further hatred towards someone.. hahas.. the guy is not in my group.. it juz tat i dislike this guy since week 0 orientation.. den i tot, i dunno him well.. so dun care la.. but wen we were in the same camp in TBC, i actually develop firther hatred.. haha.. no1 knew who is it la.. i dun tink i make it obvious.. hahas..

den comes the part to announce prize ceremony! hahas
best night performance - BUMBLE BEE! (it's my group! it's my group!)
best creativity - witwicky(final clash winner)
best spirited - iron hide (i think they display it well during final clash)
best cooperative - blackout
best empire - star scream

INTSC love to ta pao(stoke up like tat) ppl.. and the funniest part was wen the 2 pussy (golden pussy-marcus and black pussy-shawn) bite ah boon inner thigh.. hahas! so funny!

after tat, we had lil meet up, fare well by writing on cards.. and all.. den i went back home lor.. i was freaking tired that i took cab home.. it is also becoz the next day was the starting of fasting month.. time flies isnt it?

i love the sunshine cheer! haha.. lemme share it here...

u r my SUNshine, my only SUNshine
u make mii happie, wen sun are great
u never know dear, how much i love you
please dun take my sunshine away


u r my BUM BUM BUMble bee
my only BUM BUM BUMble bee
u make mii HAP HAP HAPpie
u never know dear, how much i love you
please dun take my BUMBLE away!

9 sept

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since small i felt some sense of pity towards someone.. had respected him alot... despite that person taking my money, i kept quiet... but it had to end... it had tested my patience... in one week, i lost nearly 60 bucks... at first it was 10 buck... so i tot it was okie despite mii feeling kind of angry (coz tat person didnt tell mii tat he takes my money).. den yesterday, i realise i lost 40++ bucks... my temper had blasted and couldnt take it anymore... it's been years and character doesnt wanna change? fcuk it! i had decided not to ever trust tat person ever again... no matter wat will happen, i will never acknowledge tat i knew that person... i noe it might sounds absurd that it is juz 60 buck annd y make a big deal... but it wasnt the first time... and i dun wish to continue going thru this kind of incident ever again... so i had decided to put a stop to this... i was really pissed... i was able to control my emotion till the point where my mum starts making noise... hahas... but mums are still the best! she gave mii 50 buck then... hahas...

okie.. i wish to say this to someone i love.. hahas!
walking a thousand steps
walking a million steps
i am still walking in one spot
the reason why i cant leave here is because
i fear that you might come back once again

den... i wont be around for 3 days coz im going for the INTSC sub comm camp... actually, i have the samba camp also... but since intsc had approached mii first and i had agreed, i had to give up on my cca... hahas... im so sorrie to my dear cca mates, i am unable to join u guys in the camp! i hope to drop by to see u guys! must enjoy urself there okie! it's really sad! coz i realli like u guys! T^T

but im also looking forward for the INTSC sub comm camp coz there is where i belong! i love the pppl in IT skoool! hahas! IT OEI! hahas! now packing my stufff.. but gave up halfway coz there's so many things and i have littlle space in my bag! hahas! my toiletries took up 1/5 of the bag! haha

hmmmm.. wat else? i met my cousin earlier(the cousin whom i did not recognise while in secondary skool... and i had a tiff wif him in skool.. hahas! cant believe we are cousin!)

I GAIN WEIGHT! damn! hahas! but i wanna lose more during the fasting month? hahas! fasting month is next week! woohoo!(NOT)... hahas! coz at first can survive, but after 15 days, u can feel the pain of hunger man! hahas

and oh ya... im involve in terry fox run... need to report at 6.15 am at harbour front.. they say breakfast adn t-shirt will be provided... but SAD! i cant eat! coz it's the faasting month liao! hahas! I SHALL SEE THEM EAT THEN...

currently in love wif DBSK 'O' Sei Han Go!(japanese version) i even tried to memorise the song.. here is some of iit!

bokura wa ima motomereba dekiru
hold your hands hitotsu ni narou
yume wo kanaete mitasaretai you
what it just please yumee ko motte ikouyou!

and the second addictive song is GUILTY from G.O.D 7th album.. i love this certain part i will put translation also!

"Nal du saram modu saranghandanyo irom aandweyo
gurom nega jongmallo nappun jalmosul hangojyo
ije nukkyoyo mianheyo""

"if you both love me, that's bad
Then i've really done a bad thing
I'm really sorry."

hahas! tat's all for now!