realise??

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i've been missing in the lost world for the past few days... i suddenly realise alot of things... i've been dreaming alot of things in these few days and it taught me alot of things that ppl may get in 1 yr more or less... i dream of some1 who lost her fateher in the age of 3... seeing her cry makes mii cry... i dream of meeting this old woman whose age is 66... she fall and lay unconscious for few days... all her children are in other country looking for money.... and guess who help her, a monkey... all these incident makes mii realise how im leading my life... i take things for granted... all i care is myself and not others... im sorry if i hurt anyone out there... im truly sorry... god had given another life and wish to lead it well this time.. and now, my main objectives of living is to spread love all around me... and ppl out there, pls help mii...

tears...

3:19 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
so wat if i cry??? so wat can u do??? i may need a shoulder to cry on but r u the 1??? r u willing to lend mii ur shoulder??? it's every gal wish to have their love 1 care for them although the love is 1 sided... im deeply in love wif u but u act stupid and dunno and eventually ignore the thoughts... tat hurts so much but i still love u no matter wat... by the time u read this, it might be too late... i rather continue like this than knowing that u really dun love mii... if u really love mii, can u please tell mii??? im waiting for that day... hope it wasnt too late...

y u like a person???

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if people ask, y u like this person, would u be able to answer them??? for mii, no... i dunno the real reason... i think tat if u like some1, there shouldnt be any reason... u juz like tat person by the way the person are... really... wen u like some1, looks is totally not important... coz, tat may lead to wreakage of relationship and many more... does looks really important... although it is the first impression, if the person had bad temper and suffer alot, wat the hell for... happiness is the most important factor... but nowadays, money makes the world go round... true enough...??? u decide...

~~love is hurtful???~~

4:30 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
y must we think of the person we like time to time...? life become crazy at tat very moment... but it is a interesting and unforgettable moment too... u might juz laugh at urself wen u think of wat u did for the sake of the person... tat's wat i experience wherever i fall in love... to think of it again, it is still sad afterall... the feeling is juz killing... it may took years to heal... but tears is for sure to drop... tat's a female weakness isnt???

love???

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i dunno how cruel love can be... it makes me jealous, sad, crazy and more... wen i like someone, i tend rto find out bout the guy more... the deeper the info, the more jealous i am... love make me cruel... y??? love r suppose to be beautiful... not hurtful... each day i find out bout tat guy, i see a gal name and rumours lingering in my head... izit true tat diz like diz gal?? really anot??? diz kind of question kept on playing mii... it really hurts mii... almost everyday, diz matter brought mii to tears... sometime i do feel tat i shouldn't fall in love as it will keep it waway from diz kind of hurtness... but i still continue falling in love...y??? so tat i'll be hurt everyday??? does love really a cruel thing?? y such thing??? izitnt suppose to be a happy moment??? can i get out of diz kind of feelings??? it drives mii crazy and i'll be crazy sooner or later... love r not suppose to be cruel... tat's wat im trying to believe as love is really beautiful...

~~life is stressful??~~

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everyday, i overcome many new things... sometimes, the new thing tat we overcome is so hurtful tat it brought to tears unecessarily... y izit so??? i want to happy always... wat's more im in love wif some1... to think about all the things i've gone thru, i think tat im lucky to go thru all diz at the young age... on the hand, i feel tat im too young for all diz... y??? i dun understand...