does effort really pays off?

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i did try my best to ask.. i did try my best to take part..
however, at the same time, i think being ignorant is the way, although im not the type to do so.
wen i keep telling myself to ignore.. dont care.. just continue normally..
why must my effort being questioned again and again??

i was able to ignore those things.. i act as if it doesnt affects mii..
and smile and laugh like i normally do.. why do i feel so senseless? haizzzz