LOVE & FEELINGS

It hurts.. when I can’t tell my honest feelings and just keep it to myself. I rather that I had lied. At least I know that I’m a bad person..

It hurts.. when I can’t cry and yet I keep smiling to everyone and myself… I rather that I had cried out loud. At least I know that I’m a crybaby..

It hurts.. when I have to act ignorant when deep down I really care and curious.. I rather be a busybody.. At least I know that I’m not a good person..

It hurts.. that I had to think hard to look for a proper place to cry out my feelings.. a place where there’s no one but the four walls..

It just hurts to be me…