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hahas... i really think that im a blur cock la.. during the latin perf on the 27th, there was a hole on my shirt and i didnt realise it at all.. everyone was like saw it liao and i think they were kind enuf by not telling mii, coz i seriously think it's embarassing.. but yeah.. i really blur...
den today.. i had a cut on my middle finger.. about 1cm long.. again i didnt realise it until i saw a blood stain on a paper.. i was writing the indemnity form for OLTC.. hahas.. i saw a blood there.. den i was thinking, haiz, must be my pimple (coz i alway unknowingly scratch my pimple.. and sometimes it would bleed..) wen i watch my hand den i realise tat i got the cut.. coz it hurt wen kena water.. damn ass rite... right now, wanna type wif middle finger feels painful.. hahas..
i manage to finish snow flower.. haiz.. no impact.. i wish to see more of kibum.. but the drama makes mii think of my late grandma.. it was around 2 years ago, november 10.. the time wen she passed away... the whole incident happen damn fast..
tat morning, around 7am.. my aunt went back to her house after sleeping over.. the night before, we aunt feels tat she got no hope already.. her words makes us scared.. so i called my 1st bro to come back from overseas.. in case.. so she went back and my mum decided to sweep the floor in my grandma room.. as she was sweeping, she glanced at my grandma and she felt that her face had changed.. she wake us all up..
woken up wif a shock, i was half awake.. i sat on the bed with nothing in my mind.. it was all blank.. my mum started crying.. all of us saw she gave out the last breath.. my 1st bro den take her pulse to check... in just a moment, she was gone.. she looks like she was sleeping except for the fact that her heart is no longer breathing.. i was stunned... it was happening too fast.. my mum told mi to call my cousins and my aunt back.. the make it there in less than 5 mins.. wen they came, her body is still warm.. but it is turning cold.. slowly turning cold.. my cousins all came in crying.. especially my 2nd cousin.. he was being loud.. but my mum and my aunt keep calming him down.. the most sad person would definitely be my mum and aunt.. my mum had been taking care of her.. my aunt, who couldnt be by her side at the last moment.. if only she stay longer.. she would be able to see it.. my 2nd brother, who was working night shift, came back at 8am.. only being able to see her dead... i saw him holding her hands.. it was such a pity..
i had my regrets now.. at tat time, i was afraid of corpse.. so i didnt dare to go near her.. im always a distance away.. if only.. if only i dared myself up and stayed by her side.. i didnt even dare to bath her.. i just kissed her goodbye for the last time... den they covered her face...
i still remember.. one month later, my b'day... i cried.. coz she didnt get thhe chance to celebrate it wif mii.. at tat point, i feel that, she manage to spend everyone's birthday... except for mii.. i felt real sad.. the first Hari Raya without her.. all of us cried.. it felt different.. the house felt different.. and on tat year, we spend it at my aunt house.. not at my house..
time passes.. this year would be the 3rd year.. slowly, we felt tat she's someone near us.. i've said this before.. but i once experience hearing her cough in her room.. i got up to the room, it's empty.. tat feeling of dissappointment.. every Hari Raya, she would make the most troublesome kuih.. and im always the one helping her out.. now, i didnt get to eat it any longer.. coz the way she makes it, it very traditional.. maybe, im the only one in the house who knew how to make it.. i cut my hair after she left us.. i knew she love my long hair.. and i've always kept it for her to see.. but now, i dun think i'll ever keep a long hair..
tat's the story... experiencing death right in front of my eyes.. at time like this.. i just feel tat i wan to play wif her.. again..
den today.. i had a cut on my middle finger.. about 1cm long.. again i didnt realise it until i saw a blood stain on a paper.. i was writing the indemnity form for OLTC.. hahas.. i saw a blood there.. den i was thinking, haiz, must be my pimple (coz i alway unknowingly scratch my pimple.. and sometimes it would bleed..) wen i watch my hand den i realise tat i got the cut.. coz it hurt wen kena water.. damn ass rite... right now, wanna type wif middle finger feels painful.. hahas..
i manage to finish snow flower.. haiz.. no impact.. i wish to see more of kibum.. but the drama makes mii think of my late grandma.. it was around 2 years ago, november 10.. the time wen she passed away... the whole incident happen damn fast..
tat morning, around 7am.. my aunt went back to her house after sleeping over.. the night before, we aunt feels tat she got no hope already.. her words makes us scared.. so i called my 1st bro to come back from overseas.. in case.. so she went back and my mum decided to sweep the floor in my grandma room.. as she was sweeping, she glanced at my grandma and she felt that her face had changed.. she wake us all up..
woken up wif a shock, i was half awake.. i sat on the bed with nothing in my mind.. it was all blank.. my mum started crying.. all of us saw she gave out the last breath.. my 1st bro den take her pulse to check... in just a moment, she was gone.. she looks like she was sleeping except for the fact that her heart is no longer breathing.. i was stunned... it was happening too fast.. my mum told mi to call my cousins and my aunt back.. the make it there in less than 5 mins.. wen they came, her body is still warm.. but it is turning cold.. slowly turning cold.. my cousins all came in crying.. especially my 2nd cousin.. he was being loud.. but my mum and my aunt keep calming him down.. the most sad person would definitely be my mum and aunt.. my mum had been taking care of her.. my aunt, who couldnt be by her side at the last moment.. if only she stay longer.. she would be able to see it.. my 2nd brother, who was working night shift, came back at 8am.. only being able to see her dead... i saw him holding her hands.. it was such a pity..
i had my regrets now.. at tat time, i was afraid of corpse.. so i didnt dare to go near her.. im always a distance away.. if only.. if only i dared myself up and stayed by her side.. i didnt even dare to bath her.. i just kissed her goodbye for the last time... den they covered her face...
i still remember.. one month later, my b'day... i cried.. coz she didnt get thhe chance to celebrate it wif mii.. at tat point, i feel that, she manage to spend everyone's birthday... except for mii.. i felt real sad.. the first Hari Raya without her.. all of us cried.. it felt different.. the house felt different.. and on tat year, we spend it at my aunt house.. not at my house..
time passes.. this year would be the 3rd year.. slowly, we felt tat she's someone near us.. i've said this before.. but i once experience hearing her cough in her room.. i got up to the room, it's empty.. tat feeling of dissappointment.. every Hari Raya, she would make the most troublesome kuih.. and im always the one helping her out.. now, i didnt get to eat it any longer.. coz the way she makes it, it very traditional.. maybe, im the only one in the house who knew how to make it.. i cut my hair after she left us.. i knew she love my long hair.. and i've always kept it for her to see.. but now, i dun think i'll ever keep a long hair..
tat's the story... experiencing death right in front of my eyes.. at time like this.. i just feel tat i wan to play wif her.. again..
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